Echoes to the evolution

Some kind of wanderer who finds solace in the absurd.

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Have to just do a super quick download here, I’ll write about THE most epic week with the new love very soon. That entry, will likely have to be split in to two or more entries, simply because of...


June 02, 2019

Soul song in Crossing the void

Sometimes the world just strikes me with realisation. I have a man flying in internationally to come and spend a week with me. And I have only spent one day with him before now (and that was sev...


He sent me several messages yesterday. I did not have the capacity internally to be able to read them. I still had rage rolling around on my insides and had not yet worked my way fully through ho...


I’ll write about this in more depth soon but for now just know this. I baby sat the ex’s daughter on Wednesday. It was awesome, we had a great time, had some good chats with the ex, made it abun...


Well, that escalated quickly. So we have moved from flirting and planning his trip to Sydney – to now being completely goofy loved up/lusted up dreamers who also have plans on the go that includ...


It’s funny how the instant that the universe starts to tilt in a new direction – it reverberates through the past and kicks up dust. Friday afternoon/evening saw a flurry of messages and laughte...


I am not entirely sure what it is that I am doing. In life. That’s an understatement ha. I met a guy when I was travelling through Bali last year. I’d come off the meditation retreat and had a b...


It’d ANZAC day here (Australian New Zealand Army Core). It’s our national day of remembrance, mainly with a focus on the horrific battle at Gallipoli. Each year, My Dad, sister and I head down to...


My heart is so damn full of love and gratitude at the moment, I found myself again. That Kobie that sees every colour of the rainbow in every particle floating about this great planet, who sees e...


I probably should have a bit clearer in the previous entry, it’s not the best friend who is isolating me – it’s me doing it to myself. I am just seemingly stepping further and further away. As I ...


I re-read some of my much older entries yesterday, I can’t recall why. Sometimes, I am amazed at the depth of my thoughts. I read about how frustrated I was that in my visits back home with Mum a...


Two weeks of silence, and I arrived home to an email from him. I’d spent the day down the coast in the Royal National Park with a friend that I met whilst on the meditation retreat in Bali. He, l...


March 21, 2019

Time travel. in Crossing the void

Sometimes, I catch myself and in a retracing of my steps – remember vividly thoughts from decades ago. I grew up in vast sprawling suburban beach town. The lands were flat until you hit the crat...


March 19, 2019

Vibrato. in Crossing the void

Because I am now apparently a giant hippy, I attended a sound healing last night. Essentially you and a bunch of other strangers lay down in a hall, do some breathing techniques a guided mediatio...


I was in a rather deep and dark hole yesterday. Maybe it’s the weather here, it’s been bucketing down for a few days now. Aussies aren’t that great at darkened skies - unless they’re kind brought...


March 11, 2019

About face. in Crossing the void

I didn’t manage it all very well. Something inside me switched in the back half of my trip through Sri Lanka. I sat on a beach staring at all the families having a great holiday, conflicted abou...


Let me preface this with some context: I had a second Sunday with the ex. Well. Technically, I saw him Saturday night as well. I picked him up from a gig (he had had a few drinks and was all goof...


January 14, 2019

Safe Harbour in Crossing the void

I knew I wasn’t well last week. Sometimes I get confused as to whether its my instability that leads me to decisions, or if it’s just genuinely my heart and soul telling me what direction I want ...


January 10, 2019

Cha-ching in Crossing the void

I swung my pendulum – it may have landed in a place. Or it could be Kobie just looking for escape in adventure. But we shall see. I have applied to participate in an around the world yacht race ...


Its uncertain days where the world seems to move through translucent skin, empty, without scent. An inevitable comedown from the new beginnings, the running from a self, the dislocation of souls ...


December 17, 2018

inward bound. in Crossing the void

I’ve had a very interesting series of weeks and I suppose in a way, transformative. There is much to talk about and much to write as always. I’ll save the Bali and meditation/yoga adventure entry...


November 19, 2018

Dottered. in Crossing the void

I promise to expand when not under the pump from work. I did start to write an entry on the weekend and ran out of time as I was late to mentor my youth justice kid. FYI – he is doing well and ke...


Goddamn mental health is a very fickle thing. Like some kind of secret flower blooming in the bush in all its glory to then shrivel by the end of the day with the great weight of heat and life en...


Something inside of me kicked off a little bit. Maybe re-awoke? Not entirely sure what it was to be honest. Noda (the BDSM/torture garden friend of mine) and I have been in touch quite a lot of l...


I don’t like therapy. Or do I? I don’t know. I feel like I have run a race every time that I get out of there – like I need to take a breath and release all of the adrenalin that has jumbled and ...


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