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I see you in Life of a cat mom
S/o to suicidal people who stay alive strictly for the sake of others. I see you. You are important. You are loved. Thank you for being here despite your own feelings. I hope one day you want to ...
Quitting diary trying start new in Life of a cat mom
I think it’s time to start fresh. I tried here and I didn’t feel like I belong. Anybody know a nice online diary I can go to?
If I win the lottery in Life of a cat mom
Heads up! If I ever win the lottery and you are my best friends we are all going to therapy! You wont be poisoning my peace with your psychological problems. We are all healing! I plan to buy you...
My husband knows I get up at 4 am to go to work while he sleeps in. What does he do? He decided to stay up arguing with me most of the night about all the things he said I have done wrong. I have...
I told my husband that I wanted to go shopping. I haven’t had a car in over a month due to have to repair the transmission on my Dodge Spirit. Talan argued how I have to much clothes and I need t...
1994 Dodge,excited mechanics,confused owner in Life of a cat mom
I have a 1994 Dodge Spirit. I just fixed the transmission on it. When I brought it in for an inspection. The mechanics became big children. They were calling over mechanics excited for them to lo...
Broke down car,trap at work, exhausted in Life of a cat mom
I have been working everyday for 14 days in a row. Due to me being unable to afford to get my car out of the shop I have been trapped. I haven’t seen my own bed in days but they my boss has someo...
Trump shot in Life of a cat mom
I didn’t expect former president Trump to get shot. I was so worried to see his ear bleeding. I didn’t expect that. I haven’t been keeping up with the election but this made him interesting. Than...
My boss found out my coworker was bullying me. She caught me serving breakfast at the hotel demanded me to get the things out of the room. I asked Zelma if I could do this after breakfast that I ...
My observation in Life of a cat mom
I couldn’t imagine anyone seeing me as a bad guy or a threat. I run my mouth sure but I cry like a big baby when stressed. I hardly see that as villain behavior.
I have severe anxiety and depression. The doctor tried Wellbutrin hoping to improve my condition. Let discuss side effects shall we. I had a melt down at work trying to serve breakfast. Zelma dem...
Repairs to old car in Life of a cat mom
I bought a 1994 Dodge Spirit it will cost $2,000 to $2,300 to fix the transmission. Still have to fix it to pass it for an inspection sticker. This car will cost more repairs than it will ever be...
Medication making me sick in Life of a cat mom
I have been sick all day. I had an anxiety attack at work. I throw up after I got home. I slept most of the afternoon. I know this has something to do with my new medication adjustments. I plan t...
I have survived 3 strokes. Side effects to these strokes? Horrible memory. Severe clinical depression. I can’t control my blood pressure and as many antidepressants the doctor gave me I still hav...
Happy Independence Day in Life of a cat mom
Happy 4th of July everybody
1994 Dodge Spirit worth money? in Life of a cat mom
I have a 1994 Dodge Spirit it is in the shop over a transmission rebuild.. I wanted to decorate it with stickers and do everything I ever wanted to bling out a car. My hubby says I can’t because ...
Car broke down,walking cat, husband anxiety attack in Life of a cat mom
I bought a 1994 Dodge Spirit for $1,200. It has around 190,000 miles on it. The transmission was acting funny so I put it in the shop. The mechanic is rebuilding the transmission. The repairs cos...
Searching for sugar daddy in Life of a cat mom
My husband playing a video game. He said he couldn’t find his backpack. Not thinking I said I can’t find a sugar daddy. He gave me a dirty look and not thinking I asked would you prefer the term ...
Mental illness invisible disease in Life of a cat mom
People tend to forget mental illness happens. Some days depression is simply to much but due to it being an invisible illness people tend to ignore it and hope it goes away.. I rather hear what y...
Accidentally overdosed,$20 tip,car repairs in Life of a cat mom
I accidentally overdosed yesterday and didn’t realize it till this morning. I will never tell my husband. I took Wellbutrin with Duloxetine 60 mg. I was supposed to take took 30mg of Duloxetine a...
Passing out by propananol in Life of a cat mom
For months if I stand up to quickly I almost pass out standing up. Sometimes I had to sit down to prevent me from passing out.Sometimes I did pass out. The doctor told me my propananol if it is t...
I told my husband not to spend money that moms account was close to negatives me being in the hospital last Saturday with a stroke he jerked my mom’s card from my wallet and ran off. He husband ...
Car accident in Life of a cat mom
Yesterday I fell asleep at a red light my foot slipped off the brake and my car drifted into a man’s car. We are both ok. Not a single scratch on our cars. I just want to remind y’all a person ca...
My doctor showed me the scan of my brain. He showed me where my stroke damage can be seen. He said I had a TIA and I have an abnormal left posterior cerebral artery. The doctor said I need to lo...
I love being a crazy cat lady in Life of a cat mom
I love being a crazy cat lady. I have a cat who loves riding in cars and walking on a leash. He meows out the window at cars at red lights My friend and I go to parks to walk my cat when he is ti...