Caelina ⋅ 44 ⋅

Love unfolding. Returning to my real self.

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I’m in my 40s and my life is a mess. Disclaimer: Before you read any further, you have been warned. There will be curse words in English and in my native language. There are elements of emotional...


February 16, 2024

Am I Addicted to Drama? in A New Leaf

This is a good question to ask myself. I have unhealthy habits I was not aware of and I only discovered them a few years ago, thanks to my brave friends who sat me down and spoke with me about i...


September 07, 2023

Silent in Box of Pain

It has been like that for weeks; doors slammed shut; plates and cups clinking loudly as you furiously wash them on the sink; you act as if the burden is on you; yet you fail to see; that you were...


September 06, 2023

I tried. in Box of Pain

I did this. I tried to communicate this in the past. I remember finding ways to communicate how I feel. I tried to understand him. I tried. I was met with constant blame. I was constantly compa...


August 30, 2023

Doctor's Appointment in A New Leaf

*It’s finally happening. * I’m finally seeing a Psychiatrist in a few hours. It’s been a long time coming. I hope that this is a start to becoming mentally well. I hope this Doctor is a good fit....


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