Entries 34

Page 2 of 2

So thankful it’s the end of the day. My day job was busy with meetings. Then night job steady with customers and a decent amount of tables. Not really busy, but steady. Now my feet hurt, I’m tir...

---

Maybe tonight I’ll sleep. Maybe. Last night wasn’t very good either. I ended up taking the other half of my pill and eventually fell asleep. Just to keep waking up with a stuffy nose and sore th...

---

As I feared I slept awful last night. Even worse than the night before. Now I’m basically running on a night of no sleep and a night of very little sleep. I feel like I’m on drugs and just vibra...

---

It’s going to be a long week this week. Sometimes I think I just sit here and do literally nothing. Why do I think that? It’s like any downtime at all and I’m suddenly thinking I have all this f...

---

I’m up way earlier today than yesterday. Sigh. I wanted to sleep the day away but I obviously I slept too much yesterday. Thus, I was up by 8:30 a.m. Gonna make for a long day. Got caught up ...

---

I’ve survived the day alone. Mostly. I say mostly as the intrusive thoughts are real. It’s amazing how much I can overthink when left alone with my thoughts. It’s somewhat super frustrating. I k...

---

Another day. How exciting. I’ve been trying to convince myself to reframe my mind lately and find the positive in things. It just feels like everyday is a repeat - Work, Clean, Sleep. Over and ...

---

Somedays I have so much to say but don’t even know where to start. The house is so quiet with everyone gone. My brain just runs away on me. I sure miss the days of a house filled with teenagers....

---

Geez, it’s been a little while since I’ve written an update. This will be quick, but I have some time while I’m at work so figured I’d do something. I’m down to just 2 more business days and I’m...

---