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I’m not suicidal, there’s a ton I look forward to. I’m not depressed, no, or maybe I am, the seasonal kind, that comes and goes in waves. But that is not what this post is about. I’ve lately c...

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Today, I feel intensely about sex. Yep, as a 27 year old virgin, not just a virgin., but someone who has contantly avoided exploring their body and sexuality, I very stupidly believed that virgi...

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Anger     Why? Why them? Why now? Why does life go on? Why does the world not stop functioning? Why are others happy? Why do I need to be okay, ever? Regret     Why didn’t I visit more? Why did...

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All the quality time we spend together, feels like a transaction, like you gave me your time, so I need to pay you back with my body, should a relationship feel like this? I want to believe you...

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Becoming more & more unlikable. When I think about who I was as a kid, I don’t like that kid. That kid was annoying, talked way too much, embarrered herself, and overshared. The teenager me...

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1. Burstline: A state where you’re holding back sadness or stress, but you’re so close to breaking down that you could cry or let it all out at any moment. This state can last for minutes, hours...

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I was applying for a job and they asked me to write two weird facts about me. And I tried hard to think of something, but couldn’t think of anything. Oh well, I’m just not weird or whimsical or w...

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I cut myself today and I’m old enough to understand why self harm is bad - alright? Relax, I didnt do much, my cat scratches me deeper than that. I don’t know why I did it, I really don’t underst...

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So, I won’t lie I was a sweeter, kinder version of myself a few years back, staying up all night to help a friend do her assignments after finishing mine, being available to anyone at any given t...

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Am I just an unlikable person?

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So it seems everyone else in this world is allowed to be selfish, the moment I am, I’m the bad person. This is what happens when you keep doing things people didn’t ask you to, when you keep sacr...

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I never chose my people, I always let them choose me. I have always waited around and looked pathetic until someone decided to approach me, adopt me, adore me, accept me, and discover me. It’s no...

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okay, so I will be honest I don’t really have a lot to say. I am here only to pretend that I have a lot to work on - so that I can annoy certain someone in the room. I hope this person gets real...

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I despise your selfishness. And I despise how happy you are leeching off people while you only take and take. They probably forgot about people like you when they said “Be You.” , nobody should ...

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