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January 29, 2023

29/1/23 in Myself

23:52 Didn’t go great but not so bad, 58min 10k. I felt sick mid race but I finished it. I’ll still hang into cold tho. I’m defo on a character arc rn. I’ll try to be more positive, curious n goo...


January 28, 2023

28/1/23 in Myself

22:54 Really tired from cold. I really feel like tomorrow is gonna be bad. It’s not like always, when I go pessimistic but I actually believe I can do it well, I now really believe it’s gonna go ...


January 27, 2023

27/1/23 in Myself

22:46 Ok so I’m a go faster on write NG and I’m a try and talk less about this ngs that happen n more because bout thoughts I didn’t write yesterday coz I’m hell tired. Idk if it’s cold or maybe ...


January 25, 2023

25/1/23 in Myself

23:23 Sme problems as always. We read a diary entry on English class (sad that English class is actually influencing me lmao) and I noticed I don’t talk bout my thought enough, just situation. I ...


January 24, 2023

24/1/23 in Myself

22:36 I’m so tired it ain’t normal. There’s no way I do gym now, the floor is also pretty dirty. I’m a just stretch n shi, I really don’t feel like doing competitions. Everyday I feel the same en...


January 23, 2023

23/1/23 in Myself

23:22 Ok so fast again Seeing B and S really hurts everyday, I do crave at least a best friend’s. They are so comfortable near eachother. Everyday I feel more like I’m alone and can only trust my...


January 22, 2023

22/1/23 in Myself

23:50Im kinda tired and I wanna sleep so I’ll be fast. I met the 3s today, Matro came too. Of course, it’s not the same as before, and we have changed and see each other less, but I’m optimistic ...


January 21, 2023

21/1/23 in Myself

23:40 Nothing all day, I trained in the morning but kinda slow. Only important thoughts of today: The bad people debate. Do bad people really exist? For example, I don’t like Isis at all and I ...


January 20, 2023

20/1/23 in Myself

p0:39 So, ofc I didn’t talk like that to B at all, I almost didn’t even see him. Father was taking me away on car and he had gone there w 3 more friends. I felt tired the whole day and I’m still ...


January 19, 2023

19/1/23 in Myself

23:25 Just some reflections n shi. No. 6 playing. S, B, N and some people in class said I looked tired. Father asked me if I was tired too. I looked at the mirror and I do look demarcated. So, bo...


January 18, 2023

18/1/23 in Myself

p0:01 Im tired, sleepy and I’ve been down the whole week. Things that happened today: I was a NPC again. I found out this. On lunch break, everyone was talking bout why they’d be dressing like fo...


January 17, 2023

17/1/23 in Myself

p0:17 I had a miny crisis over going to that party. I thought I’d not be going but I’m a pay it so I pressure myself. Honestly, I think I might go and if I can I’d try to drink a bit too but I do...


January 16, 2023

16/1/23 in Myself

p0:15 Bit tired, specially mentally from the lotta homework. Days do pass by really fast, but time is not flying so hard. It felt like ages since we started 2nd term, but it’s only been one week...


January 15, 2023

15/1/23 in Myself

23:49 Kinda ok but ate a lot, listening to slap to get over the down day and have energy coz imma do gym now (I’ve only done 4 days this week). I haven’t thought to much bout B. Also nothing real...


This might sound illogical, why would you want that? This ritual is one of sacrifice, mental pain and martyrdom. The only reason I can think about now for it is taking away a love that is not cor...


January 14, 2023

14/1/23 in Myself

23:09 Not listening to anything, had a huge down day, chrono crisis when I remember B has become a year older and it’s literally been 3/4 years since 2019. Forgot to say yesterday, I saw B playin...


January 13, 2023

13/1/23 in Myself

23:52 Ok so let’s start. Right now I have a huge headache, my legs hurt and I’m down listening to no. 6 So first thing that happened, on class, Alex kinda dropped sum. We were going into 2nd peri...


January 12, 2023

12/1/23 in Myself

22:42 At this point this is just therapeutic. So fast for today. I felt very jealous bout B and S friendship n friendships in general. I wish I had anybody, I feel pretty alone. Paco congratulate...


January 11, 2023

11/1/23 in Myself

22:51 Everything hurts, only a few things happened today. I was asking B how was he gonna go to gr on Saturday, he said that he was going w his brother and some more people he really doesn’t know...


January 10, 2023

10/1/23 in Myself

22:57 Nothing again. I’m still scared bout what I’m a gift B. I also remembered we have math at gr this Saturday. I’m phys destroyed (2x3x1000) but Imma do gym and stretching n shit. Imma buy clo...


January 09, 2023

9/1/23 in Myself

23:19 Not much to say, listenling random kinda tired. I’m a do gym, stretching and tai chi but I’m tired. What do I gotta say, i prolly gon be doing lotta internet tests with the tech people sinc...


January 08, 2023

8/1/23 in Myself

23:30 Not much today, literally same day as yesterday, maybe a bit more productive. Father wasn’t home for the whole day, but the fact that he could either be sleeping (his room was dark and I co...


January 07, 2023

7/1/23 in Myself

p0:02 Nothing productive today, wanted to finish all homework but still got a report for tomorrow. I hate the fact that if I wanted to study anything else like typology or magic or whatever, I’d ...


January 06, 2023

6/1/23 in Myself

p0:47 Literally did nothing, just played, did some homework but gotta do a lot tomorrow and Sunday and went out w the group. It was fun but nothing out of the usual. The taxi was as usual too, th...


January 05, 2023

5/1/23 in Myself

p0:37 Okay so just gotta say normal day n everything. I gotta do a lotta homework and I don’t wanna but I literally go back to class in like 4 days. I stopped with father’s chance, it made no sen...


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