Draconica
"I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don't know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness. ”
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Premature Panic? in Perfectly Imperfect Me
They announced today that the nurse who was diagnosed with Ebola yesterday was here in Cleveland the day before. Now, I’m not normally one to panic over such things, but I’m sitting here at wor...
o_O in The Sorrowful Life
It’s really confusing when a reader always comes in as a certain IP, and suddenly they’re coming through as a local one. I don’t wanna think about the implications…
Hello... in The Sorrowful Life
You remembered my birthday… but you didn’t say anything… Since I know that you’re alive and well, I should do the same for you. I’m in a much better place than I was 6 months ago. I hate to a...
Love! in Perfectly Imperfect Me
I’m in love with another man… Isn’t he adorable??? My friends’ son is just 10 months old, and I’ve seen him twice in the last month, and I cannot get enough of him!!! I feel so… at peace when...
Which Do You Value More, Promises or Excuses? in The Sorrowful Life
From http://goodmenproject.com Nate Bagley wonders how often, in your relationship, you show up with integrity? Love and Trust Most marriages (and most relationships) are built on a promise...
Know Your Role in Perfectly Imperfect Me
Not that I'm seeking it out, but apparently I only appeal to unhappily married men... I guess one has to be miserable in order for me to look good. Except it's a temporary thing, and then th...
Untitled in The Sorrowful Life
I feel like I have a lead weight in my stomach. It's been there for weeks, but it seems to be getting heavier as the days go by. I'm so tired that I'm sleeping thru my alarm for work now. I w...
I'm tired. in The Sorrowful Life
Do you ever go to bed at night and wish that you wouldn't wake up the next morning? I do almost every night. On one hand, it's a scary thought, especially when you are a mother, and the only...
Well... in The Sorrowful Life
I guess this explains why I have been progressively getting worse... : (
Controversial Topics in Perfectly Imperfect Me
People vary in their beliefs about hot-button issues, so here is where I stand. I welcome discussions if your point of view differs, as long as you do so respectfully. As a member of the NRA a...
Fur and Tears in The Sorrowful Life
I think it's kind of funny how, every time I cry, 4 out of my 5 cats run for the hills. The fifth one, Smokie, will curl up against me and purr as loudly as he can, but even he can only handle ...
Sometimes...* in The Sorrowful Life
...sometimes we take what we can get, and are just thankful that we have that - I lost my dreams long ago anyways. So yes, please. The anticipation is killing me tho'... and I have a stipulati...
You make this all go away. in The Sorrowful Life
I used to play the piano, but it's been over 15 years since I touched one. I wasn't great, and I hated reading music, but I liked listening to a song and then picking the keys out for myself. ...
Out of curiosity... in The Sorrowful Life
Why is it that I only hear from you at random times when I don't ask, but when I do want to hear from you, I get nothing but silence? Is it because things have to be your idea and when you choo...
Relationship Litmus Test in The Sorrowful Life
I was reading an article about determining whether or not to stay in a relationship. The full article is here, but what it comes down to is this part at the end and the ultimate test question, ...
... in The Sorrowful Life
The silence is deafening...
Still waiting... in The Sorrowful Life
This is how I feel right now, like I'm waiting for someone who doesn't really exist to come and save me... and yet I'm still waiting... enter link description here DAUGHTRY - "Waiting For Super...
Why Love Doesn’t Have to Make Sense in The Sorrowful Life
(So many things in this article strike a major chord in me...) Jackson Bliss explains why love is beautiful precisely because it’s irrational. ♦◊♦ I met L...
Angry Rant in Perfectly Imperfect Me
I have to say, it gets really fucking old being the only single one out of EVERYONE in your group. And no matter how lonely and desperate I get, I just can't get that one person out of my head....
More issues... in The Sorrowful Life
My mom and I had a meeting with Kara's teachers and the school counselor today. I'll go into more later, but the most disturbing part is that she is showing signs of self-harming, and she's ver...
Why now??? in The Sorrowful Life
My daughter is 12 years old. The last time she saw her sperm donor was around her 2nd birthday. Thankfully he and I never got married, and I left him when she was 11 months old because he wa...
... in The Sorrowful Life
If one has already made some effort to get this far, I have to wonder if they are willing to do just a little bit more... How did you...???
Maybe... o_O in The Sorrowful Life
In particular... in The Sorrowful Life
I feel something so right by doing the wrong thing... And I feel something so wrong by doing the right thing... Everything that kills me makes me feel alive. Everything that drowns me makes m...
Stress is a killer... in The Sorrowful Life
There are so many things I want to say and yet nothing I want to say. Things are shitty in my life. As usual. For one thing, I got really tired of seeing my ex and his stupid GF bragging on F...
