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I decided to do a random search for my daughter’s deadbeat father online, not expecting to find much. Instead, I found an article from Kentucky about him. Apparently he’s in jail for soliciting...

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It’s been 5 days since he told me we won’t be able to talk anymore. I’m profoundly sad. Sleep is difficult. I dream of him calling me just one more time. I think I am still in the denial stage. I...

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Things have gotten worse… Over the past few weeks, Kara has been acting out more and more. She’s skipping class, getting detentions, and even a short suspension. Then yesterday I got another ph...

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My best friend and I haven’t spoken in 3 weeks. About a month ago I got a call from my daughter’s school counselor. Kara had been in to talk to her about something that really upset her. Appare...

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I hung up the phone and cried for 20 minutes. I’m sorry I’m such a screw up… no wonder you don’t want to be with me…

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I was hoping you would call around your birthday so I could actually say it… and then when you did, I was too out of it to remember. : ( I’m sorry… Happy Belated Birthday… kiss

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I am starting to freak out a little here… If I don’t hear from you soon, you’re gonna hear from me…

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Our last conversation left me upset again… Something you said has been festering inside of me and it’s got my crazy brain going. I was teasing you about being sick and you were talking about ho...

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Mess Is Mine - Vance Joy Talking like we used to do It was always me and you Shaping up and shipping out Check me in and check me out Do you like walking in the rain? When you think of love,...

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I needed you tonight. They denied me the surgery and I’ve been crying about it because I have no idea what else to do, and you weren’t there for me! It’s not fair and it pisses me off and it d...

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”When I’m lonely I lie awake at night, And I wish you were here. I miss you. Can you tell me Is there something more To believe in? Or is this all there is?”

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Blind Melon - ‘No Rain’ All I can say Is that my life is pretty plain I like watchin’ the puddles gather rain And all I can do Is just pour some tea for two And speak my point of view But it’s ...

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Sometimes I feel such resentment towards you… I don’t want to, but I can’t help these terrible feelings that keep creeping up. I’ve let so much go and forgiven so much… but have I really? Do I...

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I’m feeling sad today. Nothing in particular… well, no, that’s not true. The same things that always weigh on my mind are just feeling particularly heavy today. It’s one of those days where y...

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“I got home last night and I thought about everything that had happened… and what happened the night before that… and the week before that and the year before that. The only thing that was diffe...

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This is my favorite version of this song… I can’t light no more of your darkness All my pictures seem to fade to black and white I’m growing tired and time stands still before me Frozen here on...

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ON MY OWN - Les Miserables On my own, pretending he’s beside me. All alone, I walk with him ‘til morning. Without him, I feel his arms around me, And when I lose my way I close my eyes and he h...

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I told you that I was mad at you, and you suggested that I was just frustrated and I agreed… but I lied. I’m not just frustrated, I’m angry. This is a new feeling for me in the last couple of w...

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18 signs you’ve found your soulmate. (How do you think we did…?) You just know it. You have crossed paths before. Your souls meet at the right time. Your quiet space is a peaceful place....

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So, after 3.5 weeks, I finally heard from Sean… I had posted on FB about going New Years Eve bowling, and apparently he thought that was a good time to talk to me again. Sean: Did you have fun ...

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Cake - “Never There” I need your arms around me I need to feel your touch… I need your understanding I need your love so much You tell me that you love me so You tell me that you care But when ...

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It’s now been a week since I heard anything from Sean. Last Wednesday he texted me to say his daughters were sick and he was exposed to them over the weekend. Fabulous. (And yes, I did get si...

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So I’m out to dinner with the BF again, and this time we’re talking about the appropriate time to meet each others children. He says he’s not ready to be introduced to my daughter because he do...

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So I’m with the boyfriend this weekend, and we’re out to dinner, and I bring up the fact that I’m always the one to initiate our getting together (he’s only asked twice in almost 4 months of dat...

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