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Got the computer back today. They have a good idea she met someone online. They did not give me a name but said depending on which one could decide how to handle things. They said they need to ta...

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Didn’t write much of anything all weekend we worked to catch up around the place. Honestly, that seems to be the best therapy of all for me and Chance. It may have been as the quote says.  Hard w...

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It’s been a catch-up weekend, it’s amazing how far behind I got in 25 days Chance was a great help. We feed some cows.  Ranked some hay and baled Chance did a great job of ranking and he told he ...

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Turning off my mind is becoming such a problem. It goes so fast. Do I tell Chance? His mom won’t be back if I do. How do I explain it? Do I let it ride? Which will hurt him the least. How do I ge...

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I dropped Chance off at school, went in, and explained he had a bad night. Headed out to get a load of feed. Thinking I feel so bad for not making him stay home and sleep. My ass is dragging, so ...

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The day started at about 2:30 am Chance woke me up with a nightmare. He was sure if he went back to sleep, it would happen. It took about an hour to get him to talk Me: Hey Buddy, do you remember...

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Up the coldest morning yet. I decided to try shit on the shingles and biscuits worst case, we have biscuits with jelly. But if it works filling and warm on a cold morning. Chance: Dad, it is cold...

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Mowed the yard and was finishing up as Chance got off the bus Chance: I was going to do that Me: Do what Chance: mow the yard Me: since when Chance: I can drive the zero turn as good as you Me: y...

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I’ll start this by saying thank you to everyone who helped me learn what I should have already known, and that’s on me for not learning when I should have. My last entry offended several people, ...

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Up early not sure why that keeps happening. Microwave breakfast, Jimmy dean for the save. Chance is up early in a good mood, guess because he gets to see Casey sure it’s not because it’s a school...

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Woke up early, even for me, at 4:30 am, and went and fed the horses. It was 37 and raining. Not complaining about the rain never complain about rain. In the barn feeding. Heard the side-by-side c...

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Woke up early and fixed bacon and eggs and toast started sunny side up we had scrambled instead Chance: Don’t think this looks right  Me: can you do better Chance:  about time you ask He got up a...

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Chance rode the bus home; I was sitting under the shade tree. When he got if the bus it was a dead run to the house, he looked around the whole time till he saw me. Chance: I just wanted to see h...

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Chance woke up at his normal time. Told him to go back to sleep Chance: it’s a school day Me: we had a bad night. You can stay home and sleep in Chance: I have to go Me: ok   Then I remembered he...

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I will probably be all over the place. I’m so wound up, and the night went south fast. Chance is sure a monster tried to get in his window. I’m not sure what happened or what to believe an animal...

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Chance called from school and ask if Casey could come over because Her parents were working late.  Me: Ok, but you know the rules  Chance: one of her parents has to call you Me: you know they hav...

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Chance slept all night me, not so much I kept waking up to every little noise, thinking it was him. Finally, at about 4, I got him and took him to my room and got a couple of hours. Got up at six...

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We did the bare minimum today and just laid around the house Chance practiced the piano for a couple of hours his choice. I was a little shocked by it, but guess that was something we did togethe...

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Bad night Chance was up and, down all night, Me: Buddy you feel bad Chance: I don’t Me: just stay in here with me Chance: I have bad dreams when I go to sleep Me: you want to talk about them Ch...

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Chance made the bus. I honestly thought he would miss it. Chance: why are they working on the tractor in the driveway Me: I couldn’t remember if I told you I would be at the shop Chance: I’m 11, ...

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Hate having to think of what to title, whatever this is. Chance did not want to get up this morning patience is not my strong point Chance: what are we choking down this morning Me: your tongue, ...

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A little different for night’s edition what I’ve learned this week 1. I don’t know how to use a laptop when I go to comment on something I erase everything half the time. 2. Most important I do...

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Up breakfast, captain crunch, and orange juice. We finished the movie Last Night, and Chance fell asleep on the sofa and then moved into his mom’s recliner wrapped in a blanket, so I just left hi...

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This is a day late forgot to press send The day started normal fixed breakfast Chance: never had crunchy bacon with black on it, it’s not that good and toast is supposed to be brown. Me: just ea...

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Chance and Casey got back around 6 pm I was in the horse barn putting out feed and hay Me: ya’ll have a good time Casey: it was so so much fun Chance: just gave me that look of Dad just don’t. Me...

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