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For some reason, spanking came up in my conversation with my therapist last week. Because of my dominant role in my marriage, spanking (and discipline in general) is part of my relationship with...
Commitment Ceremony in Therapy
Planning is underway for the commitment ceremony, or second wedding, or vows renewal, or whatever you want to call it. Nothing particularly formal about it, we're doing this mostly for fun and t...
I know this may sound crazy, but it's true. My husband, a healthy man in his 30s, is a bed-wetter. He doesn't have any other types of bladder control problems, never wets himself during the day...
I have started taking T. Testosterone. It's been about three weeks now. No real effects yet although my husband says he notices a difference in my voice. I am aware of the fact that hormone...
My husband has a small penis. That probably seems like a mean thing to say, but he actually likes it when I point that out. I guess the fetish is not that uncommon. Small penis humiliation. W...
My marriage has strangely been stronger since we both admitted infidelities. I guess honesty brought us closer even though our honesty had been about how we had been previously lying. I got on ...
My husband confessed to me last night that for many months now he has been sneaking off to a local gay bookstore and using the gloryhole they have in the men's room. I'm not terribly surprised t...
My therapist on Monday discussed the possibility of putting me on testosterone at some point in the future. I am well aware of the impact that testosterone would have on my body. Most noticeabl...
We have a trip planned in a few months that includes spending a few nights at a resort. The place has an indoor pool and I'm looking forward to spending some time in it in the middle of winter. ...
I'm somewhat irrationally annoyed when total strangers call call me "ma'am" or refer to me with female pronouns. I know I look manly, but I suspect that most people see me as a butch lesbian, no...
My husband woke up this morning wearing panties and pajamas that I gave him from old clothes I used to wear. He has dressed that way to bed for about two weeks now and it's been fun to see him i...
I had a death in the family last week and in addition to the sadness about that, I had to deal with the fact that it meant I would have to be around family with my new identity. Naturally I was ...
It may be weird to phrase it this way, but cheating has been a real part of my relationship with my husband. I have cheated on him several times. As far as I know, he is only aware of two of th...
My husband and I had a nice day together yesterday. We started with lovemaking. Then we spent the day in the park and hit several museums. For dinner, we took a ferry over to an island and had...
Recent therapy appointments have been very helpful. My therapist has a lot of experience with trans people but not much with someone who is genderqueer like me. We have talked about how she oft...
Last night I had my second appointment with my therapist and we talked for a while about my preferred pronouns and how my husband had accepted the idea of referring to me as "he." Getting the co...
After our conversation about pronouns yesterday, by husband wanted to have sex. We haven't had sex in a few weeks, ever since I really started having body issues. I didn't want to have sex beca...
More about the husband in Therapy
My husband has been sexually submissive to me as long as we have been together, and I have always enjoyed being dominant in the bedroom. About 18 months ago, we started something different. Now...
I've decided I'm going to have the talk with my husband tomorrow about pronouns. He probably won't be shocked, but I do wonder if he'll be OK with it. Having people use the right pronouns is im...
Beginnings in Therapy
I had my first appointment with a new therapist tonight and she recommended I start a diary to write about my thoughts and feelings. After a little searching online, I found this place. I haven...
