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I used to read a woman on OpenDiary who posted her art, and it was really awesome drawings she did. She lived in the Netherlands, and she was also really nice. I miss her entries. I wish she was ...

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(I apologize for not getting to all of my bookmarks, I’m always a busy bee). Today has been productive so far. I went to the post office before picking Cannon up from daycare and then went to the...

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What’s your favourite horror movie? I only like super old “horror” movies, like The Creature from the Black Lagoon and Godzilla. Godzilla counts. Whenever you hold a small, cute, furry animal, do...

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Do you ever think about what a different life might have been like? I am constantly. It gets me through most days. It’s a left over trait I acquired from my daydreamer days. I used to live in my...

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I had a 101 degree fever Saturday night that I couldn’t sleep through. THANK FUCK FOR THE ROCK AND PLAY, because Lorelei slept the entire night in it by herself and did three hours between feedin...

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Lorelei had her one-month check-up on Friday. She is in the 75th percentile for weight (10 lbs 7 oz already!), and between 20 and 30th percentiles for height. We got her a rock and play, since I...

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I woke up with a low grade fever this morning.Jacob is at a movie and I am dealing with a sick toddler who is screaming and an infant who is screaming. So this is fun.

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I knew this would happen when school started back up... I'm always lonely and exhausted. Jacob is always working or busy, or some other thing. I would really love some time in which I do not have...

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Lorelei smiled at me today, but I can't tell if it was really deliberate or not. It was adorable either way! I still remember the first time Cannon did. :) He was around four weeks, which is how ...

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After being awake since 4am (it is almost 7am), Lorelei just passed out in the middle of screaming her head off. It was kind of hilarious but maybe I think weird things are funny right now becaus...

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I've had the busiest/most stressful week ever. Monday -- got my sister enrolled in school, which took the entire day, and having to drag a toddler and a newborn to it was not my idea of fun. Eve...

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I really should be trying to sleep. Lor will be up soon, and maybe have an awake period. Usually when she does and it's nighttime I have her play in her bed until she puts herself back to sleep. ...

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On Wednesday I got a call saying that something with Lorelei's newborn screening came back abnormal. There was a level that came back elevated that could mean she had cystic fibrosis. We made an ...

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I saw family I hadn't seen in two years today and I met my biological grandma for the first time. it was nice. I like that we have had family around so much lately, but I know everything will set...

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I forgot to write about a funny incident that occurred last week. Jacob was taking Lorelei to the bedroom to change her, and he wasn't wearing a shirt. Well, she managed to latch on to Jacob. Hah...

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Lorelei just melts me. I cannot stop smelling her and I want to hold her and snuggle her all day. She is a super awesome baby too. She is a champion nurser, easy to get to sleep, sleeps through e...

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We got home from the hospital on Wednesday, and Lorelei had an appointment yesterday with a pediatrician. Everything looks god, she's perfectly healthy. She has lost 7% of her birth weight, which...

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So yesterday I finally fell asleep at around 5.30am. I woke up at 6.30am with a contraction. I wasn't able to sleep through them, they came on strong and painful, between every three to five minu...

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Having painful contractions... I have only gotten like an hour of sleep, otherwise I would be happy about this. ;p I can't sleep through one, and it doesn't go away when I change positions, so ...

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I have been crying a lot because I am really dissatisfied and frustrated sexually. I don't remember the last time we had sex. I guess it was within the past two or three months. I remember it, I ...

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Today is my due date, according to my LMP and my doctor. I am going by both of my ultrasounds, which measured Baby as being a week behind the original due date, and I know I ovulated later than "...

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Thank goodness for those Say Yes to Cucumbers face wipes! I've been using them for awhile now when I can't wash my face twice a day (thanks, exhaustion..). They are good for taking off make-up to...

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I am SO irritated today. I woke up grumpy and it hasn't gone away. I just want to lay around and do nothing with no one bugging me, which is exactly what I've done today. Except that I have a tod...

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Cannon had his in-home evaluation today. He qualified for speech services, so we will be getting that going soon. It started out badly though, because 20 minutes before they were scheduled to arr...

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I had an appointment today, and I'm still 1 cm with no progress otherwise. I'm not really surprised. I haven't had any contractions, just a lot of pressure when she is laying certain ways. I'm st...

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