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I'm an extraordinary machine.
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Who are *you*? in --
Readers, I’d like you to write me something that describes/defines who you are, as a person. I’m interested to see what you all say. I’ve been grappling with the concept/idea of “who I am,” so I ...
give me that old fashioned morphine in --
I know he’s pretty depressed right now. I don’t really know how to help someone with depression, despite being a chronic sufferer myself. I think he needs to see a doctor. I don’t know if he need...
I feel so starved for emotional and physical connection. I spent all night crying my eyes out last night. By the time I got the kids to bed it was 1am, and I was tired but I would have sacrificed...
It’s Friday, I’m feeling tired/lazy, and my house is pretty orderly and clean, so I’m gonna do this: LETTER A AGE? 24 LETTER B WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Michigan WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?Jacob WHEN IS...
It’s Friday, I’m feeling tired/lazy, and my house is pretty orderly and clean, so I’m gonna do this: LETTER A AGE? 24 LETTER B WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Michigan WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?Jacob WHEN IS...
Since the new year began, I’ve managed to keep my house pretty clean. Organized though, not really. It’s also not going to get much better because I’m about to start school four nights a week and...
I was in bed on New Year’s Day at midnight, with a baby on my chest, my toddler next to me asleep, and Jacob and I kissed. Such party animals! I turn 25 in a few months… feeling weird about that....
Well gosh. There is supposed to be a repairperson coming to look at the fridge today (since it stopped working), but we haven’t heard anything. Luckily there is a 1950s fridge downstairs that has...
He agreed to counseling with me, and he isn’t moving out. Thank goodness. I feel like sometimes he just doesn’t want to deal with things, and just wants to quit. He’s done this with work-related ...
Okay. I guess this is the short version. He feels like neither of us knows who we are anymore, and we are having trouble reconciling that, and have not found a way to find ourselves while being t...
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Jacob is moving out, apparently. I’m too exhausted to add details right now.
I’ve officially lost 10 pounds since I started working out, although I haven’t done so in two or three weeks, and I’ve been eating ALL THE PIE… hah. I’ve been sick, so that’s probably why. Whenev...
It makes me feel good when I make Jacob laugh out loud at a joke I make. I’m not sure why, but I just love it, he has a good laugh! Life’s been busy lately, as it is for many people! We left for ...
I did my nails all Christmas-y. Jacob got the family a WiiU and the Hyrule Warriors game. I really enjoyed the Dynasty Warriors games and the limited Zelda experiences I’ve had, so I am looking f...
I really just want to sleep. I don’t understand why I can’t when I’m so tired and worn out. It doesn’t help that hearing Jacob sleep irritates me. I’m such a terrible partner, I’m not entirely s...
Do you ever go to the bathroom and then just stand there for like five minutes because you need a break? Please tell me I’m not the only one that does this. I’m so worn out that I’ve been having ...
I just finished my last final, hooray! One semester closer to getting a teaching license. This spring is my last “fun” semester, since it mostly consists of electives, and then I start interning ...
can I vent again. in --
Jacob texted me yesterday and said he had to make 36 cupcakes (cupcakes with pies in the middle). I DREADED it, because I knew he would leave a huge mess for me to clean up. He ran the dishwashe...
today I learned in --
Most of my friends live in MN. Dang you, fate!
more scrooge-yness! in --
My sister’s bf got a job in Minnesota. She will be going from living 3 hours away to like 12. Minnesota is also where my only friend is (Mandi, I’m lookin’ at you). I should feel happy for her b...
Lor is sick. Up until 6am with her. Got up at 11. Parenting and housework is 80/20 unless I directly ask and I’m really sick of having to. Also sick of having to ask him to do something over and ...
I haven’t been able to sleep lately, even when my kids are. I am in desperate need of a date night with Jacob. His work Christmas party is on Saturday and I probably won’t get to go, again… I’m s...
where you lead, I will follow (and TMI) in --
MY GILMORE GIRLS FANFIC UPDATED. I am a happy lady. My life is so hard, you guys. Anyway. It’s cold and I have to pee really badly but I am stuck underneath a sleeping baby who didn’t sleep well ...
Both kids are napping. :o Does anyone remember that song “rehab” by Rihanna and I think it featured Justin Timberlake? Yeah, I’ve had that song stuck in my head for like three days and I haven’t ...
We got almost all of our Christmas shopping done! :D I don’t feel like writing, but I feel like updating. I’m just in a terrible mood because of my shitty father, and we aren’t speaking for the… ...
