messybutnice66

i am a 20something chaos, and i love it but i also hate it

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with a guy that is 21. I am 25 year old woman, and it makes me feel a bit uncomfortable. especially because he looks very young aswell and honestly I am just afraid of what people would say to us...


February 16, 2023

Help in diary

Nobody could make me feel okay In this very moment I just want to run Away from everything that is around me And get rid of everything that belongs to me I just want it to be over And not feel...


i found two new friends in the last two months and I was so happy I met them and everything was so easy anduncomplicated. I liked both of them, and I also felt flirty with both of them and they w...


July 10, 2022

I need some advice in diary

Hello, I recently had a Tinderdate with a guy I experienced on our date as really sweet, caring, self-reflected, intersting, I already think we have a lot in common. The date was super nice and c...


June 23, 2022

Thoughts om Therapy #2 in diary

It is funny, how much sense everything makes retrospectively. While talking in therapy, I realize that a lot of thoughts I thought are consistent and deeply routed in my brain and memory, are act...


Tomorrow is my birthday and I will start the night alone. Nobody is going to celebrate with me until tomorow, (my mum and my aunt are visiting me in in my city) and I am kind of okay with that bu...


June 04, 2022

MORNING SADNESS in diary

How come I wake up feeling so drained, it keeps me in bed forever. I just can’t convince myself to start the day, if I have no responsibilities. I feel so sad whenever I wake up, so tired and dra...


June 01, 2022

It's raining in diary

I wish something would shake me or give me my energy back, or aybe I just want attention and some signs of affection. The last time I hugged somebody deeply is such a long time ago. I wonder if I...


May 31, 2022

Long time Friends in diary

Dear Diary, today I met my good old very best friend that I know since from when we started highschool. We have been in conctact almost everyday eversince, I think the longest we didn’t hear from...


May 30, 2022

Therapy in diary

The last two weeks until this afternoon had been really stressing and overwhelming. I don’t really remember what happened especially during the week, if I try to remember the things that instantl...


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