messybutnice66
i am a 20something chaos, and i love it but i also hate it
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i think i might be a bit in love in diary
with a guy that is 21. I am 25 year old woman, and it makes me feel a bit uncomfortable. especially because he looks very young aswell and honestly I am just afraid of what people would say to us...
Nobody could make me feel okay In this very moment I just want to run Away from everything that is around me And get rid of everything that belongs to me I just want it to be over And not feel...
ikissed my friends boyfriend in diary
i found two new friends in the last two months and I was so happy I met them and everything was so easy anduncomplicated. I liked both of them, and I also felt flirty with both of them and they w...
I need some advice in diary
Hello, I recently had a Tinderdate with a guy I experienced on our date as really sweet, caring, self-reflected, intersting, I already think we have a lot in common. The date was super nice and c...
Thoughts om Therapy #2 in diary
It is funny, how much sense everything makes retrospectively. While talking in therapy, I realize that a lot of thoughts I thought are consistent and deeply routed in my brain and memory, are act...
Tomorrow is my birthday and I am afraid in diary
Tomorrow is my birthday and I will start the night alone. Nobody is going to celebrate with me until tomorow, (my mum and my aunt are visiting me in in my city) and I am kind of okay with that bu...
MORNING SADNESS in diary
How come I wake up feeling so drained, it keeps me in bed forever. I just can’t convince myself to start the day, if I have no responsibilities. I feel so sad whenever I wake up, so tired and dra...
It's raining in diary
I wish something would shake me or give me my energy back, or aybe I just want attention and some signs of affection. The last time I hugged somebody deeply is such a long time ago. I wonder if I...
Long time Friends in diary
Dear Diary, today I met my good old very best friend that I know since from when we started highschool. We have been in conctact almost everyday eversince, I think the longest we didn’t hear from...
The last two weeks until this afternoon had been really stressing and overwhelming. I don’t really remember what happened especially during the week, if I try to remember the things that instantl...