Jena
There is nothing more endearing than humility
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Suicide by asphyxia in Hello
That is how my brother in law chose to end his life. Shocked, pissed off, hurt, sad, and questioning. That’s how I feel. My sister found him- I can’t even begin to fathom what that must have ...
Bad back and bullshit in Hello
I have been having pretty bad back pain and got results: Medication Instructions: no clear compression fractures. There is moderate to severe disk space loss between L5 and S1 area (this is not t...
Doctors appointment in baby
So that was really overwhelming!! Went to the doctor and we just talked. Really nerdy guy and I loved him! Lots of things need to be done. I need a period, blood work 1-4 day of period, sonog...
Doctors appointment in baby
I am going to see an reproduction specialist next Friday at 3. It's just a consult so hopefully it's a good step in the right direction. I can't even tell you how overwhelming this all is. The...
So I went for my annual yesterday. I have been thinking about babies my entire life. With no man in my life and no prospect of meeting one I have decided to take steps to have one on my own. I ha...
Where has the time gone? in Hello
I dont even know where to begin. Life is crazy. I have a new job and its ok. not the best but it has a lot of great perks! My diet is fucking killing me. I cant get to my goal weight and its...
I have been so bad at writing lately. I must admit I really miss OpenDiary. Such a shame. Nothing really new to report, still working and loving it, still working out and I am starting to see...
I turned 35 on Monday. I have decided to be kinder to myself this year. not worry so much about my body or weight- I am going to focus on eating cleaner and continuing my grueling 5 days a wee...
Open Diary in Hello
I have no idea how to save all of my entries and that makes me pretty sad. On the flip side, I lived it and I am not that person anymore. I will miss the friendships I made there and I hope th...
I am in such a funk this week. I have no desire to really do anything. I am just pissy! I went to my work out and did a half assed job. Tonight i have to run a mile and then do some more pers...
I have nothing exciting to report. I didnt do a damn thing this weekend. I decided to stay in and not spend money or calories on drinking. BUT then i ran into some girl scouts. FML- I am a s...
Weekend Recap in Hello
Friday night i went out solo for a little bit. I had plans to meet my friend out for a drink but I ended up having this really great conversation with a casual friend that teaches yoga. She jus...
As I refill my coffee I hear two Jamaican ladies talking and laughing and I couldn’t help but smile; then I realized they were making fun of someone in their group who attempted suicide and came ...
I am sitting at work. Very productive morning- Happy about that. Weekend was eh- Went out for drinks Friday night and it was alright. Woke up and worked out Saturday morning- My trainer has...
I am feeling strange in the new year. I keep trying to find my way and really work hard at staying positive! I really hope this year I find a man friend. Almost 35 (feb 17) and its freaking my...
This is the white dog posse- In the front is Stella- She is my deaf Dogo Argentino Back Left is my hearing dog Becks- She is a Catahoula mix Back center is the love of my life Foster the white...
