Off Course
Severe chronic depression for more than a decade. I hardly ever go out, and the concept of "Time" is near foreign to me. Pushed away and ghosted every friend I ever had mostly because I couldn't stand to be an embarassing deadweight while I'd see them thrive and be happy. Failed everything I ever tried. Unemployed loser surviving off state aids, one of those "parasites" the Far-Right loves to denounce. No thoughts of suicide but wish I had never been born. I like drawing, my cat, and sushi.
I always treated people how I wish to be treated... so why don't they??
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So tired. in Chaotic Diary
About 3 months ago, I’ve started accomodating my youngest sister, who just turned 19. The sister who’s a tiny bit younger than me is married, has a job, and three daughters under 7. The middle si...
Family therapy in Chaotic Diary
Today marked the day of an upteenth family therapy session, centered around my youngest sister who has been going through a lot from her early teenage days. I used to go to these sessions along w...
