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haven’t updated here in a while it was a very good time, i was able to spend some time w friends and family on thanksgiving, reconnect w old ppl from my past and before i that i was able to see ...
:) update 9/2/2023 in updates
i’ve met someone in my life that means a lot to me. although our relationship is still very new, and things are still being shared + learned, i truly feel like i can trust this person wholehearte...
just really feel like if i died no one would care. genuinely. i feel like my friends fr don’t care abt my wellbeing, family ddoesn’t take anything serious. now, i would’t do anything drastic, but...
update 1/7/2023 in updates
finally got a new job !!! and ive been working there for about a week now. it’s way less stressful than my other one and i feel like i can finally have some peace. im also starting school again s...
bruh ngl forgot about this website so decided to update for myself. still in school and ngl, anxiety is getting in control finally ! stuff that used to bother me or cause me to panic doesn’t rll...
therapy in march 2022
first official therapy session was actually really good. the lady was so sweet and for the first time i was able to say the things that has been bothering me out loud with no filters. i feel like...
quick update in feb 2022
was at the hospital til like 2 am w my mom, im so tired i even slept in but i still wanna sleep again.... i gotta meet my doctor in about a month about my progress on my anxiety treatment. i’m ta...
feeling hopeful in feb 2022
it was a good morning, aside from feeling really tired my mom got me smth good to eat so that was nice. and also my appointment went rlly well !!! my doctor is the sweetest person ever and he se...
weeeee can't sleep in feb 2022
currently like 1:30 am and idk just a lot of stuff on my mind. doctor’s appointment is tomorrow but as of now im not that nervous?? im just scared that no one will take me seriously or that ill d...
it was actually a pretty decent day so far. had an actual anxiety attack about class today but once class was done it was ok. my teacher liked my work and everyone was friendly ! got to see my da...
cool i guess ? in feb 2022
last night wasn’t that bad, i drew some stuff since i haven’t been able to draw stuff that i actually enjoy due to me always making art for school. it was refreshing. also yuzu did so well at the...
it would be nice in feb 2022
if i didn’t overthink and get anxious about every. single. thing. in my life. why do i poison my brain with unnecessary thoughts and feelings?? no wonder i have like no friends. i cut everyone of...
sooooo.....sjfovbasv in feb 2022
idk. i just have this feeling that i’m behind in life. i recently turned 20 but what does that even mean? i feel like i still act immature for my age and i’m scared i’ll never grow up. it’s a wei...
