Spookygirlbrain ⋅ 41 ⋅
Just a spooky, polyamorous, slightly mentally ill girl venting on the internet.
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Self respect in Just me
Where do I get it? I wish I could just order it online. I am starting to realize that I have no respect for myself. Or atleast very little. I hate myself. I don’t find myself attractive anymore, ...
💔 in Probably rambles
How can I make you excited about me again? When I send you inspirational or sweet things I just get heart reacts. You don’t acknowledge them or reciprocate the sentiments. But when someone else s...
Starting over in Probably rambles
This one is long and it’s all over the place and I’m ngl to you it is ROUGH. If you find yourself reading this...... Dave......please remember I am venting in an anonymous space. Please do not co...
Static in Probably rambles
Can you aspire to be beautiful? Or is that a thing you either are or aren’t? I’d like to be or rather feel beautiful someday. I used to. I also thought I was sexy. I miss that so fucking much. I ...
The upside in Probably rambles
I talked about a few of the downsides of the polyamorous lifestyle but the upsides are just so fucking awesome! I have met so many great people over the years. Many I would likely have never even...
I'll wait forever in Probably rambles
You know, not enough people talk about the downsides of polyamory. The things that break your fucking heart but that you have to learn to live with. One of those things is sometimes you want thin...
Something is happening in Probably rambles
I’m losing him I think. Idk if someone else has his attention or if he is falling out of love with me but things are shifting. I’ve always been very sensitive to energy shifts. I feel like my rol...
