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To All My Friends in Inside My Head
To All My Friends 2/10/2002 I've said some things in the past few entries about my friends that aren't true. I was angry, and upset, and feeling very unwanted, so I took it out on the peop...
KAT and Oscar cont'd in Inside My Head
KAT and Oscar cont'd 2/10/2002 We got to the frat party and ended up having to pay $5 and got our stale beer. There was good music and very little smoking, which is a major plus. We start...
Kappa Alpha Theta and Oscar the Grouch in Inside My Head
Kappa Alpha Theta and Oscar the Grouch 2/10/2002 I hate the OD. I spent almost an hour writing an entry before and when I went to save it, it wouldn't let me. I ended up losing the whole da...
The Greatest Glory in Inside My Head
The Greatest Glory 2/6/2002 "The greatest glory is not in never falling, but rising each time you fall." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson I've always loved that quote, but I've always felt: After so m...
cont'd in Inside My Head
cont'd 2/5/2002 I kept screaming at my mother. I felt terrible because no-one likes me, because nothing works out for me, because boys think I'm ugly, because my sister has everything I wan...
Never Again in Inside My Head
Never Again 2/5/2002 I haven't been writing in my diary because I've been so busy Rushing. Rushing is the first stage in the sorority initiation process. I feel like I've been floating o...
Inside My Head in Inside My Head
Inside My Head 1/31/2002 A lot of things have happened since I've been back at school. I got a job in the Preservation Department in my on-campus library. Basically, I take apart books in d...
It's a Bit Dark in Here... in Inside My Head
It's a Bit Dark in Here... 1/22/2002 Obviously, I'm back at school now. Between not wanting write and not having time to write, I've definitely been neglecting my diary. I used to love writ...
Being Home in Inside My Head
Being Home 1/2/2002 I just read an old entry about my mom. I wrote it last year...almost exactly a year ago. I don't know why, but I felt like crying. Seriously, it's so good to be home.......
Some More Randomness in Inside My Head
Some More Randomness 1/2/2002 I truly hate being alone. Ironically, my personality isn't conducive to being in large crowds either. As much as I really try, people either just don't like ...
Randomness in Inside My Head
Randomness 1/1/2002 I love being home. I love having my own room, and being able to have my own place to hide from everybody, if need be. I love having my mom around so I have someone to ta...
Cont'd in Inside My Head
Cont'd 12/21/2001 Albany Airport sucked. I wanted to get a bagel with eggs and cheese on it, but they had stopped serving breakfast twenty minutes before. Then, the woman won't even sell me...
Home Sweet Home in Inside My Head
Home Sweet Home 12/21/2001 Finally! I'm home!!!! Home is such a wonderful word...synonomous with comfort and happiness. I'm in such a smiley mood right now. Leaving SU was a bitch. Hele...
Going Home!!! in Inside My Head
Going Home!!! 12/18/2001 In twelve hours and 47 minutes, I'll be on a flight back to Long Island!!!! Oh, and I think I did really well on my math final which will definitely give me a C or...
Good Enough? in Inside My Head
Good Enough? 12/15/2001 I found out that my C on the final got curved up to a B. I have, at the minimum, a B in chemistry overall, which kicks ass. With all the work I did, I deserved an ...
Who Needs a Liver Anyway? in Inside My Head
Who Needs a Liver Anyway? 12/14/2001 Yeah...so after that I was starting to get more than a little sick. I wasn't nauseous quite yet, but I needed to go to the bathroom. Becca's sorority s...
Crazy College Days in Inside My Head
Crazy College Days 12/13/2001 Ok, I'm going to back up till two weeks ago when I spent the weekend at Binghamton with my sister. That weekend was so ridiculous...I don't think my liver will...
Tests and Tequila in Inside My Head
Tests and Tequila 12/11/2001 OK, so finals are basically over. I have math next week, but I'm giving myself a break. I had two finals yesterday and I truly just want to crawl into a hole, ...
Sleep? What's Sleep? in Inside My Head
Sleep? What's Sleep? 12/7/2001 Sorry I seemed to have vanished off of the face of the Earth. It's finals week and I haven't slept since...well, I don't remember when. That can't be good.....
Arg. in Inside My Head
Arg. 11/26/2001 OK, I'm in the computer cluster right now desperately trying to study for chemistry. It's just not happening. It's so BORING I can't take it any more! I'm a biology major ...
HA! in Inside My Head
HA! 11/18/2001 OK, I have good news and I have bad news. The bad news is that when I was putting my laundry away today, my door was slightly ajar and I could hear Erin talking about me t...
Living Arrangements in Inside My Head
Living Arrangements 11/17/2001 Next year I'm definitely getting a single. I have been in the computer cluster downstairs for hours studying chemistry. I went back up to my room at 10:30 ...
Here's the Rest of It in Inside My Head
Here's the Rest of It 11/17/2001 When I woke up on Friday (yesterday) I found a note on my door from Erin. Her note said that since I had erased some of her previous messages off of my mes...
Later That Night... in Inside My Head
Later That Night... 11/17/2001 So Anthony had to drop off his sister at his house, and then he got into Erin's car with me and her and gave us directions back to his frat house. While we...
College:The Really Bad Soap Opera in Inside My Head
College:The Really Bad Soap Opera 11/16/2001 The night started out normally enough. After a week of not going, Erin desperately wanted to go to the club. Since I HATE going out to clubs wh...
