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fucked up parents in family
my parents didnt really raise me they just spoiled me and i know how that sounds but trust me it wasnt good its like they knew i hated them from the very start, like i knew we would never see eye...
everyone sees it at some point in my fucked up, silenced thoughts
at some point in my relationship with whomever it may be, they see it. they see the crazy they cannot fix, they see im doomed, im stuck. they realize im not worth the time and i cant blame them, ...
killer bpd in my fucked up, silenced thoughts
ive been told this is a total bpd thing, to think that everyone hates you. and well. yeah, i literally feel like every single person has some sort of ill feeling towards me, small or big, its the...
yup. my mothers name is karen and she really DO be a karen. im lucky enough that she got a line of credit out to help me pay for school, and ive been doing my best to pay it off but with the pan...
09/08/2021 in my fucked up, silenced thoughts
i would love to die you know. how nice it would be to not feel a damn thing, to not suffer inside my head to just be fucking free of this life that ive made. im just not happy. i can feel happine...
