Methic Proportions ⋅ 44 ⋅
I am 39, have been married to the love of my life, a woman, since I was 18 and we met on AOL. I know... but yea, 20 blissful years together and we've hit bumpy times since doing meth together 3 years ago. It has also made us like one complete person.... We have gone through wonderment and hell all wrapped up in a crystal ball... And the only future I can tell from that crystal is that we will still be together no matter what!!
"I burn my candle at both ends, it will not last the night. But ah! My friends, and oh! my foes... it leaves an awesome light!" - Edna St. Vincent Milay
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Okay let's get this straight... in Life...
Before I lose my freakin mind in cross posting misery. LOL. I have a diary in OD that I just paid a month for, but all my friends are (were) here, and I love PB more. So I am cross posting, bu...
Coming for you... in Life...
can remember not that long ago when I was fine. I mean, yea, sleeping it off the next four, five, even six to seven days was something we both participated in. But my wife is not an addict. See, ...
Well that was quick... in Life...
woke up the day after dope feeling like I wanted to crawl inside my wife and die. I still feel that way, but now there are drugs in my home and in my lungs and blood so I feel healthier. heh. It...
QUIT DAY Day one... in Life...
I feel: ready panicked overwhelmed trapped craved like a mofo love for my wife and aglow with knowing she is wanting this so much so ready to smoke a joint lol angry pissy benevolent METH please ...
I am married. Sometimes I forget what that means, like really really down to its core. My wife doesn;t tho. She’s a hardcore married person from beginning to end. No wonder we’ve lasted 21 y...
Whoa... it's just me. in Meth
Hi I’m so sad and depressed. The gleam has definitely worn off and the last couple of days have been pretty miserable, full of dope and hallucinations or my wife is cheating on me I’m not sure ye...
