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10 hours ago

Delay in Everything.

Hi guys. I kinda found out that Prime Video has all the seasons of The Hills so the long entry and all of life is canceled at the moment. I’m currently binging. I just love me some Lauren Conrad....


14 hours ago

LONG. in Everything.

I just wrote like a 5,000 word entry that I have to post so IM SORRY IN ADVANCE! It’s a lot. Hahaha. Wrote it in word at work and emailed it to me. I will post later because guess what!!!! I got ...


So bad it almost seems like it could be on a TV show for SHIT THAT SERIOUSLY CANT BE HAPPENING. I’m struggling with money. I’m making the same amount per hour at new job but I’m working less ho...


And she’s really really really testing my limits and I just want a computer to vent to you guys but I don’t have one 😭😭😭 I already exhausted my messenger people who will listen. Andy told me to s...


I need a dress for a wedding but I have no idea where to shop besides like .... Torrid and Maurice’s. Not sure what sites are legitimate. Any suggestions?? I have no idea what route I even want...


July 24, 2019

An actual entry! in Everything.

It’s a slow day at work so I’m sitting here thinking about EVERYTHING that needs done – trying to get stuff done and no one is responding to my messages so I’m getting irritated. How dare people ...


July 18, 2019

BUSY in Everything.

Two things. Bff #2 got gift and said thanks .... yesterday. She was out of town. Lol. Seeeeeee I worry for nothing. There are 28 weekends until bff #1’s weddings. I have FOUR weekends tha...


July 16, 2019

How long? in Everything.

Answer me this. Say it’s your bff’s birthday. (Other bff- not one getting married). She doesn’t live in town so you can’t get together. You send her a gift and a happy birthday message on her ...


July 12, 2019

4 NOTES. in Everything.

My hair was so damaged from bleaching it about a year ago that I lost my curls. I’ve been taking care of it (very little heat/lots of moisturizing) and trimming the dead off. It curls again! I ...


July 09, 2019

Wedding gift? *edit in Everything.

What’s the going gift rate? .... and then what’s the going gift rate for your BFF of almost 25 years when you’re the maid of honor? I’m trying to budget. I have a Bach party to plan/pay for. A ...


July 08, 2019

The sun is no joke. in Everything.

Currently rockin’ the tomato look. We went swimming in my brothers new in-ground pool yesterday. We DEFINITELY put sunscreen on. I made sure to get Andy extra well because he’s SO fair and burn...


June 26, 2019

Girl moment. in Everything.

Now that BFF actually has a plan for her wedding she’s been talking about it a lot more - which includes sending me decor ideas. I totally had a moment where I got disappointed she’s getting mar...


I need ALL of the period pain remedies today. Please halp. It’s actually not terrible like IWANNADIE cramps but it’s constant pressure and I’m so uncomfortable. The back. The front. All of it. ...


June 24, 2019

A big step. in Everything.

According to Andy - a really big step happened in our relationship. He moved some gaming stuff in. Lol. He is a giant nerd and I love him so much. And we had a chill night on Saturday. He play...


June 20, 2019

Just a note. in Everything.

I feel better. I actually felt 100% better the next day. It was just a funk. BUT. We still HAVE.NOT.HAD.SEX. I’m dying. We talked about it. A couple times now. He says he wants it to happen m...


June 18, 2019

I’m kinda sad. in Everything.

I’m alllllll up in my head lately about everything. Works been fine but I still feel like I’m making mistakes and there’s nothing that happened to make me feel like that. I just do and I don’t ...


June 14, 2019

Mistake in Everything.

I made the mistake of coming outside for break. It’s PERFECT outside. I don’t want to go back in. It’s 77 sunny and windy. I actually enjoy a good windy day. Not like DAMAGE YOUR PROPERTY windy,...


June 13, 2019

Ok ok in Everything.

You guys are way more considerate neighbors than me. 99% of you said to tell her. I mean… I agree. I should (I will) but I just wanted to avoid talking to her. Lol. I’m DYING of boredom today. I...


June 12, 2019

Question in Everything.

My neighbors house is pretty close to mine. When I moved in- I redid my landscaping which included planting a tree. It’s a small cute tree and doesn’t get over 7’ tall. It’s my babyyyyy and I lov...


June 07, 2019

I WISH in Everything.

I had a computer today because I need to post pics for opinions. Time to change house colors. Uggghhhh. I might have to resort to an FB post.


Seems fun and maybe will make this day go by faster without me coming here to bitch nonstop. OH GIRL I COULD VENT. (Ugh omg. Title said SURGERY and not survey. Phone entries! 😂😂) Anyway. Five ...


May 24, 2019

One thing in Everything.

that Andy does and I’m not sure if he catches it..... but I love it. He refers to my house as “home”. We were just talking and he hasn’t been over all week because he’s been sick but he said so...


May 23, 2019

Oh, ok. in Everything.

I started an entry last week. Never finished. Came back today and restarted and got almost done. It took about 92 years to write it on my phone. Boss came in. Bought lunch. Thai. First time I ha...


I debated going into my old work just to use the computer to type. I feel like I need to just let so much stuff out. It’s not even good or bad - it’s just SO MUCH STUFF. It’s 3:40 and I’m pretty...


May 11, 2019

Why? in Everything.

Bff responded again. Those behind - a quick recap: BFF wanted to sleep over and have a girls night but boyfriend was invited to spend Mother’s Day with us so he is staying the night on Saturday...


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