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Bff sent me a proof of her wedding invites yesterday. I looked them over and saw an envelope that said “the future mr and mrs cxxx” and I screenshot, sent it to her and said AWWWW DOESNT THAT JUS...


October 14, 2019

Few things. in Everything.

One. I’m sick. That’s just annoying. I like breathing. Two. Andy and I figured out our Halloween costume. I get my couples costume. We are going to be little red riding hood and the big bad wo...


October 11, 2019

Is this weird? in Everything.

When I was very young, I used to have a best friend that lived across the street. She moved away when I was about 6. We wrote letters to each other for YEARS until about 13-14 years old. Now tha...


Does anyone still dress up and go out? Are we over that stage now? I think I’m going out. We don’t go crazy with costumes. Last year I wore a halo and called myself an angel. The year before I ...


October 04, 2019

Things in Everything.

Currently happening: Getting my house slowly cleaned for Andy’s move. He got his stuff figured out on his end and now it’s time to start the purge of the junk. Bffs shower. Lord help me. It’s ...


I hate it. I haaaaate having to shop and come up with the dinner choices. And even harder- I was Keto for a while so low carb HIGH FAT. Now Andy’s doc tells him he needs to eat low fat (at leas...


September 29, 2019

That feeling when ... in Everything.

Boyfriend and I are quietly sitting outside of an ice cream shop enjoying a treat before we head home from our day date in a cute small town and he says, “you know what we’re going to have to fig...


I plan on still writing a legit entry but tiny vent. So. My new job. We sell a item. Well- multiple varieties of a certain item. We have a website that people can visit and order directly from...


September 25, 2019

a little offended? in Everything.

So. As you know BFF’s wedding is in 4 months. I’m maid of honor. It’s been shit show that I’ve stopped myself from coming to complain about because it’s just the same stuff over and over. But he...


September 17, 2019

Home. in Everything.

I got home last night around 9pm. I want to write a proper entry because I have a lot to say but I’m TIRED. How do you people who travel a lot do it?! I wish I would have taken an extra day off (...


September 12, 2019

Over itttttt in Everything.

I wanna be home I want to turn my brain off and cry 4 days left


September 11, 2019

Drunk happened in Everything.

(I started this Tuesday morning) Yesterday I woke up feeling better about the situation. We got up, ate breakfast and had a decent morning getting ready and chatting. His friend (I will call h...


September 09, 2019

Feeling somewhat better in Everything.

For right now. I knew lack of sleep didn’t help. I mean I still am kinda jealous of their friendship because he’s a completely different goofy person around her. He’s goofy and happy all the tim...


September 08, 2019

5 hours in NY in Everything.

And I don’t like it. And I feel so petty about it but I knew it’d be like this. Full of inside jokes and so many laughs with his friends (especially one girl I don’t care for and I hate that it ...


September 05, 2019

Question. in Everything.

First of all THANK YOU ALL for notes on last entry. You guys are the best and make me laugh. I don’t think it’s too fast either. There isn’t a time limit on this stuff. If it’s right, it’s right...


September 03, 2019

Moving in. in Everything.

Time for a proper update because I’m sure I won’t before New York. I complained and complained about getting my old computer set up at home and it is and I have yet to use it. I suck. Work has be...


August 30, 2019

So... in Everything.

My bosses just called me and told me that they’re concerned that I don’t have insurance (and can’t afford it) so they’re going to pay it 100% until I can afford to pay towards it. They went on t...


August 28, 2019

Quick in Everything.

Been stressing lately. Didn’t get a period last month (chalked it up to having to take a plan b (we had a breakage) so I know it messes up cycles). I’m like almost a week late. I took a test. N...


August 24, 2019

The annoyance ... in Everything.

When BFF puts you and the other bridesmaids into a group text talking about planning the shower. BFF is talking about two places she’s in between and saying one is more expensive than the other. ...


August 22, 2019

Longest entry ever! in Everything.

I came here twice to kind of unload on some stuff but it ended up just putting me in a terrible mood. I don’t know. But I’m back again to see if the third time is a charm. I feel like it’ll be...


August 21, 2019

Delay in Everything.

Hi guys. I kinda found out that Prime Video has all the seasons of The Hills so the long entry and all of life is canceled at the moment. I’m currently binging. I just love me some Lauren Conrad....


August 21, 2019

LONG. in Everything.

I just wrote like a 5,000 word entry that I have to post so IM SORRY IN ADVANCE! It’s a lot. Hahaha. Wrote it in word at work and emailed it to me. I will post later because guess what!!!! I got ...


So bad it almost seems like it could be on a TV show for SHIT THAT SERIOUSLY CANT BE HAPPENING. I’m struggling with money. I’m making the same amount per hour at new job but I’m working less ho...


And she’s really really really testing my limits and I just want a computer to vent to you guys but I don’t have one 😭😭😭 I already exhausted my messenger people who will listen. Andy told me to s...


I need a dress for a wedding but I have no idea where to shop besides like .... Torrid and Maurice’s. Not sure what sites are legitimate. Any suggestions?? I have no idea what route I even want...


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