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Something to keep my mind off the shit show I walked into this morning although now I’m in a bad mood so it might end up just nonstop complaining. Haha FRIDAY. I had good feelings about Friday. ...


17 hours ago

Beyond annoyed. in Everything.

I have never felt a stronger desire to just walk out and quit my job as much as I do right now. Like.... it’s literally taking EVERYTHING inside of me to continue to sit here. It’s taking everyt...


I do love Fridays… but unfortunately I slacked with EVERYTHING this week and I’m trying to play catch up today. Work stuff is insane. House work is insane. Thankfully I have no life and can ge...


5 days ago

Spa. Boy. in Everything.

I don’t think I talked about how AMAZING the hotel we stayed in Green Bay was. Maybe not so amazing to other people but I don’t get to stay at nice hotels very often so I get amazed at the simpl...


6 days ago

You guys. in Everything.

A friend asked for help - asked to wash a load of laundry at my house. Being the nice person I am I said yes, sure. No problem. Because it’s not a problem. A load of laundry, hang out for 1-2 h...


7 days ago

Date night. in Everything.

It’s been a little over a year since I started trying on dating sites. (On and off) I’ve met 9 guys. I went on zero dates. Well, actually I guess I can’t say that. I went on four kind of dates. O...


August 03, 2018

Sexesesseexxx in Everything.

Y’all. I don’t know why I always feel so weird writing about sex. I mean. SO MANY people on here do and it’s something everyone does and is a natural thing, etc but I just always feel weird?! I ...


August 02, 2018

Pics of paint change! in Everything.

Okay okay okay. So the door/shutter color change was kind of a headache. A lot of people told me to stay the same and a lot of people told me to go purple. I originally wanted to do purple so I ...


August 01, 2018

Quick in Everything.

I really really have so much work to do but I wanted to hop in and give a quick update on stuff. I talked to Shawn a little bit yesterday. Just normal conversation. I STARTED IT. It’s the first ...


July 31, 2018

Still in Everything.

Still bummed about seeing Shawn on dating site. He messaged me on Snap yesterday. (After I saw him on dating site which he doesn’t know I saw him but I’m sure he saw me so I’m sure he assumed I ...


July 30, 2018

Well... that sucks. in Everything.

Although I shouldn’t be surprised. I told you guys I’ve been trying to be smart and keeping my distance from Shawn but I was already in the “danger zone”. He was messaging every day and if we we...


Went to the baseball game yesterday with pregnant BFF and her fam (my bosses … lol) The whole thing was just kinda funny. She messages me and says, “hey I got you a ticket to go to the baseball g...


July 26, 2018

Color choice... in Everything.

is still up in the air. I don’t know! Haha. I actually really liked the idea of the purple. That was my choice to begin with. And actually - tallying the opinions of others - the winner. I’m s...


I wasn’t going to post a picture YET because I didn’t have a decent one of the completed job butttttttt… HERE’S MY NEW ROOF They obviously were not done. Like I said - Not good picture of that...


I came into work to a pile of folders/notes/to do’s on desk so I’m going to try to make this short (although according to Shawn my desk wasn’t “that bad” and only a few post its. He’s annoying me...


I can’t be annoyed at my MILLION THINGS TO DO BEFORE MY TRIP problem because that’s my own damn fault. But I am annoyed at this baby shower. Three days ago we were at 54 people RSVP’d. The cut...


July 16, 2018

I fail. in Everything.

I’ve been complaining about all this crap I need to get done but I’m slacking so much! I haven’t done much of anything! This weekend was pretty much a waste of time. I went shopping all day Satur...


July 15, 2018

Man oh man in Everything.

What am I getting myself into? Shawn has been VERY chatty. And yesterday we talked literally all day long. From 9am until 2am. I honestly thought he’d ask to hang because those were the vibes. H...


July 14, 2018

Well. I met him. in Everything.

And god damn it. I really liked him. Lol Like… a lot. I was super annoyed with the pushiness and he said sorry about it but “I just really wanted to see you being we’ve been talking so long an...


Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnoyed. I’ve spent this week COMPLAINING to this guy that I’m so stressed, so overwhelmed and just crazy fucking busy in life AND at work. And now it’s Friday and I jus...


July 12, 2018

I feel better. in Everything.

Actually I felt better shortly after I wrote that entry. I started talking to Tony and he cheered me up. Just goofing around. He also re-joined dating sites and has been talking to some girls so...


July 11, 2018

Blah in Everything.

I am in SUCH a bad mood and I hate it. I don’t even know what will make me happy because currently everything annoys me. Work. The money situation. The roof situation. (STILL not started.......


I don’t know if it’s because I’ve worked for a roofing contractor for the past 12 years so roofs are my EVERY.SINGLE.DAY. but I’m SOOOO excited about this. I’m NOT excited about the stress that c...


July 09, 2018

Hot mess in Everything.

ME. This weekend. Good lord. Friday- baked so much damn cake. 5 of them. Made the cake balls. WAS HOPING to hear from Danny or something but by 11, I was exhausted and in bed. Woke up super ear...


July 08, 2018

Oh man in Everything.

So I hooked up with Shawn last night A drunken probably one time thing but yeah. That happened.


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