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Or a catfish. I had my POF profile “hidden” and I wasn’t using it but I decided tonight that maybe I’ll check it out again. Log on. Check out the nearby me section. (I don’t know why I always...


4 days ago

Avoiding work. in Everything.

Thursdays can suck it. 10 hour long day glued to a desk working alone with no break. Ugh. These days just draggggggg. Especially today because I’m having some issues. Issue #1. I started my egg...


6 days ago

Oh, reeeeally? in Everything.

“When I get back, we should meet up and hang out” -Text from boy this morning. REALLY, DUDE? That should have come … um, I don’t know. A month ago? But finally. Yay for him actually asking. But ...


7 days ago

So. in Everything.

I’m a little over my “Wah, I’m so fat and ugly” funk. Seeing the scale continue to go down helps that. I’m at 48lb loss. I’m dying to get over the 50lb mark. I was kind of stuck at the 46lb fo...


August 12, 2017

Pictures <3 in Everything.

Those on my FB prob already seen these because I’m obsessed but babies’ last photoshoot pictures came in and they’re cute so time for auntie’s brag book ;) Peek-a-boo Besides peek-a-bo...


August 10, 2017

-_- in Everything.

I knew he was going to FL for work. Asked him for how long… He comes back on the 28th. So we can’t even meet up for a little more than two weeks. Uggggghhhhh.


So this is all going to sound just dumb. I mentioned a few entries ago about the guys I’ve been talking to lately. Most of those lasted like a day if that. But the first guy I mentioned was Stev...


My work, as always. I’m so overwhelmed, as always. I’m stressed, as always. I’m trying to get everything in order for when I’m out of town but.... there’s just so much. My Keurig at work BRO...


So let’s talk about the current boys I’m currently somewhat talking to… We’ll start with Steve because he’s boring. I don’t think he’s interested in me in anyway nor I him but we still continue ...


July 24, 2017

You guys .... in Everything.

Dating site. Boy messages with cheesy but kinda cute line. We talk. He’s super flirty. We talk a little more and he says There is just something intriguing about you and you’re absurdly pretty...


July 21, 2017

Um, what? in Everything.

So. I’ve been talking to someone on a dating site a little bit. He’s alright- just moved to town for work and blah blah blah but only had one pic. Either way, we talked a little but and we were ...


when I really shouldn’t be because I’m overwhelmed and stressed out but HEY. I don’t even have anything important to talk about so here. Look at some pictures. (of babies (niece/nephew) of cours...


July 20, 2017

Hook up? in Everything.

I’ve really really trying the “THINK POSITIVE!” attitude but man. This stress is eating me alive. I’m beyond overwhelmed at work. No matter what I do, I just can’t get caught up. I just don’t wa...


July 13, 2017

Weight loss. in Everything.

I’m at work and overwhelmed like a crazy lady so instead of focusing on work - I’m here. I just need a break. I think I’m close to a mini-mental breakdown but part of that is me just being drama...


Ugh. I wrote this entry three times now. I went into this huge detail about this boy I’ve been talking to but deleted it because it was forever long. Wrote a “summary” of everything and it wasn’...


June 27, 2017

End of drama in Everything.

I have a few minutes to write so I have to be quick. Sister in law (drama in the last few entries) ended her messages. So to recap the last of it: SIL was going nutso about some friends we (me...


I have a few minutes at work to spare so I might as well make the entry about my sister in law. See- two? entries ago to where it was left off. Crazy SIL holds onto stuff for years, texts/email...


Okay. So boy from dating site that I hooked up with before years ago. I’m still messaging him. And old me is pissed because I’m like “Dude was a doucher before, why give him another chance?” But...


Yall. My sister in law is CRAZY. You know this. I mention it almost every time I write in here. But I told you last entry that she requested a meeting with me to “talk about feelings” and I did...


I’m currently having a debate with myself. Well. A situation that just presented itself onto me and I don’t know what to do. But for the first time in a long time… I just want to reach out to som...


April 06, 2017

So... in Everything.

My best friend of 20 years is officially engaged. I tried to write an entry yesterday but it was all over the place. I have a feeling this one is going to be as well. IT’S A WEIRD FEELING, GUY...


March 30, 2017

You guys. in Everything.

So my boss is back from Hawaii now and she’s back to bringing me lunches. I eat lunch now. (I wasn’t before she left. I think that’s why it started) I bring my own lunch everyday. I’m on a low ...


March 29, 2017

PICTURES in Everything.

Pictures of a drama queen. This baby girl just HATES getting her picture taken. It starts off so adorable And then she realizes what’s going on and makes eye contact just asking for help. And t...


March 15, 2017

Jesusssss. in Everything.

So I was on two dating sites. I cancelled one but before I did, I saw this really cute guy. I didn’t think that I’d really be in type but I went to his profile anyway. He immediately went to mi...


March 09, 2017

Pray for me. in Everything.

Okay. Not really. I’m being dramatic. But the facts are I never fucking sleep. I look like dog shit because I never sleep. THIS IS MY OWN FAULT and I do not blame anything/anyone else. Something...


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