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May 28, 2020

Marriage in Internal conflicts

Constantly alone. What is the point of partnering up just to be alone at the end of the night. I wanna feel interesting again. I wanna feel like I’m fun to be around. I want someone to think abo...


I feel terrible today. I fell into your trap again. How weak I am to not even be in charge of my own emotions. And it’s that power that I dont have that makes me sick of myself. A grown woman who...


Empathy is a goddam curse. emotions are shackles And my heart is a parasite. Why do I need to feel so strongly and why is my mind so free to wander.


Drowning sorrow after a happy and engaging conversation. Realizing that’s as far as it will go. Facing the fact that I want more and wont get it. You’re memorizing you’re magnetic you’re a blan...


May 25, 2020

A Rant in Internal conflicts

Is it possible to embody all that your partner desires? Forever? How can we? We are flawed, we are imperfect, we are always changing and evolving. As we change our partners change and their needs...


Little hints of wanting to reveal himself to me. Am I imagining him wanting to be closer to me? Noone wants to feel alone. We need to feel connected to someone. If someone understands us, sees th...


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