Dreaming Light

~Awaiting the return of Green Eyed Pixie~

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The smell of a chill can of Dr Pepper. Brings me back to the wild days of yore. I was free, life was good, everything was plentiful, we were kings. We had everything and never once realized ...


Guns N’ Roses - November Rain The song is based on a short story by Axl’s friend Del James called “Without You”. The story and the song together are devastating emotions, just exploding ever...


I write about dreams, the radiant embers illuminating my life, the most comfortable escape, warm, inviting, my most gentle refuge, floating in my untouchable, pristine, personal reveries. I ...


Push that boulder uphill, happily. You have to assume there is happiness in your struggles. You cannot be grinding, laboring under a lie hating every minute of it. anger and regret are counterp...


Enjoy the last few years of absolute anonymity before we mandatory identification is enforced everywhere. It’s been silently creeping up for years and one by one the bastions of free speech, an...


Black. What did I wear yesterday. Black. What will I wear tomorrow? Black. I will keep wearing black until they invent something darker. Wake up every morning and just pull anything off the...


Warning: Mid-life crisis whining ahead. My political alignment about social media is absolutely boomer-esque. 1. The crippling expectation of being available 24/7 aka digital availability. My ...


Smash burgers. American style. Inspired by this video I love cooking, especially food that’s onion heavy. The recipes here look easy and fun. Simple, not ingredient heavy that cross-contam...


I am a compilation, put together meticulously with care over the slow passage of years, the deliberate consequence of a life both observed and lived. Mine is a curated existence, an anthology of...


Probably this. This cheers me up so much :)


Unexpected, specially one that shifts the tone and mood of the conversation. Cheering up someone and making them laugh unexpectedly is also great. Its genuine and its helpful. I’ve been bless...


Post-covid work life has been a personal revelation, a workplace revolution and a stark resentment of how so many workplaces operate; an absolute refusal to evolve and join the 21st century. Si...


Everyone has access to a smart phone before they have access to education and real-life character-building experiences. This includes formal education that helps people with work stuff, profess...


ONE: Reach out to Vodka and make peace. I don’t even know what I would say. I don’t even want to linger; I just want her to know I’m sorry and I don’t want to have a presence in her life. More t...


I’m waking up to comforting songs playing in my head, the fading warmth of dreams that linger in the limb of being half sleepy half awake. It makes me happy, so terribly happy. But you’re not h...


October 25, 2025

Longest Day in Eremition

The longest day Was when I was away from you The longest day Was when I was away from you The aeroplane is entirely to blame That the gap between us is insane I’m hearing airport intercom i...


October 15, 2025

Eremition in Eremition

Believer Took me over like a fever Caught you hiding in the smoke, smoke, smoke Like a meteor, I glow, glow, glow Am I drowning or am I on fire? Into the sea, out of fire, All that burnin...


July 07, 2025

My Immortal in And here we go.

I’m wondering if being with you would’ve been a blessing or a curse? We had everything, we were perfectly bonded, no sharp edges, no pointy corners, no thorns or wounds. We had a terrifying con...


What am I gonna do when I’m no longer unhappy over you? And who’s gonna turn me out and be all I ever sit and think about? ♥


February 24, 2025

What else is there? in And here we go.

What will I have left if let my regrets go? Insecurities and depression are not some monsters, they are my roommates, they’ve lived here so long they are practically family. Regret is gorgeous, ...


January 06, 2025

Into Dust. in And here we go.

Vivid dreams on my sleeping pills are inviting me to take them more than often than required. I love the dreams, they are warm, comforting and make me understand why the dreaming-people in Inc...


I opened the closet and found the box again. Waves of emotions crash against my eyes, my heart, my existence just washing away like coarse loose beach sand. I’m a statue that never really disapp...


Saw a girl today that looked like Mono, almost identical, felt like the world had slammed the brakes and screeched to a sudden halt, I could hear my heartbeat in my ears, made me realize even th...


‘Cause I’ll meet you down by the water, again some day Yes, I’ll meet you down by the water, again some day ♥


Go for a walk at any time and find streets completely empty, no traffic, clean air. Covid was the worst of times, Covid was the best of times. We gave extroverts and morning people too much p...


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