Shannondoah
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Bad Mom in The Hurricane
I’m a bad mom. I’ve called myself bad things before: spoiled daughter, mean sister, inconsiderate friend, shitty girlfriend. And I’ve believed them all. They’ve all been true, more than once, at ...
Have you ever regretted a prayer? in The Hurricane
One month since my last entry. One month exactly. Not much has changed. Wait … yes. Some things have changed. Oh, everything has changed. My headaches have stopped. Because I stopped worrying. F...
Toxic in The Hurricane
If he’s so toxic, why do I love him? If he’s so far gone, why do I think I can save him? If he’s so lost, why do I need him to find myself? If he’s so bad, why does he make me feel so good?
Will You Be Dead Again? in The Hurricane
“As long as you don’t get upset, I’ll be okay.” He said these words to me and I can’t forget them. So, what does that mean? I have to be okay for you to be okay? If I’m not okay, will you start...
Is that why he's so fucked up? in The Hurricane
I’m tired. I’m tired of worrying, of being the stable one, of caring, of trying to watch every move he makes so that he doesn’t relapse. I’m tired of loving him. I’m tired of being in love with h...
