there will come soft rains.

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i haven’t updated in a week or so. not trying to scare anyone, really. it was more of a two-fold logic behind it. 1) i attempted to go the lexapro route on sunday, after another rough day of tryi...


just got off the phone with my parents. spent 80% of the conversation on the verge of tears and the final 10% in said tears because i was so wracked with this building anxiety from the past few h...


going to the south was nice, and kinda needed. it put a lot of things that i’ve been trying to place within myself into better focus. while i was there, i saw my best friend for a bit, and talked...


before i get there, a few things. anniversary dinner was nice. spent a few hundred bucks at a fancy steakhouse that i like, we had good conversation, but she got light-headed near the end of the...


went to the concert with the girlfriend. the opener (pronoun) was okay, and jimmy eat world was great, although…yeah, their new stuff wasn’t really doing it for anyone in the room. in fact, about...


a lot of regression in the last day. asked the girlfriend if i owed $1,600 for my half of the rent for the remainder of the year. she said yes. i pull out $2,600 from the bank, (with an extra $1,...


i’ve caught myself continuously attempting to log into my facebook the last twenty-four hours, flicking my phone open and moving my icons to where the little f was, instead replaced by a fantasy ...


there are a certain amount of facets to my personality that i need to amend over the course of the next few months if i want to come out of this feeling any better in the long run. i don’t have a...


i only slept for nine hours or so today, which seems like a marked improvement over the previous week. i still feel utterly lethargic, at the moment, but that’s to be expected with the amount of ...


i’ll come right out and say this. this is going to be a hard read for a lot of you that get directed to here, i think. but i want to actually verbalize this all somehow and give some insight into...