Lola Falana
If it weren't for journaling I would implode. My life how it happens. It's up and downs and all arounds. One giant merrrygoround.
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Come to a date... in Plan B
I know this sounds crazy but the 15’th I want to move. Reason being I loose the least amount of $ and with christmas 10 days a way it will give me more time to unpack and get settled. Start the N...
The need to write in Plan B
It is a beautiful morning. Warm already and going up to 80 and it’s 12/2. I am looking at the calander and have the day picked out that I am moving. Staying here is not doing me any good. It’s l...
Slurrry of thoughts and emotions ***** in Plan B
I did my lady today who is heading to Pen. on wednesday for 6 months I guess. She is going to the other sisters house to give this one a rest. I will miss her. She is nice and gentle and I like t...
I completed 72 hours of work in 6 days. I rock! There was alot to this and I feel like I was challanged and I succeeded and that makes all the difference in the world. To make someone go from cli...
6 Down 1 to go - Another town one more show in Plan B
No not really but I like how it goes together. But the other part is true. I made it I can see home plate from here well actually my pillows is what I really see. Exhaustion is awesome. Well Dou...
Made it... in Plan B
Went to the country club and she got snockered. Ugh. She is suppose to go tomorrow after the hair appointment. No. 3 days to go. So glad I am not doing retail. I feel sorry for those poor bastard...
Thanksgiving Eve.... in Plan B
It is a chilly night. Tomorrow is a prelude to the BIG Giant Cluster fuck of what is better known as “The Holiday Season”…well. No holiday season here. I just don’t get it - I don’t participate i...
Rain on the Window in Plan B
Reminds me of a Missy E song…and it’s true. It’s been raining since 1 this afternoon. Whatever nrg I had left. Took my lady to the country club for lunch.They made the drink way too strong. She w...
U know it's Bad.... in Plan B
When the prez comes on and has to make a speech before the verdict is read…no matter what it is a hot mess. Already there is looting and they were beating a police car. Now tear gas is going off....
Feel Better.... in Plan B
Feeling bad dosn’t last forever. I am in more control over my feelings today which is good. After last night “manic” attatck I feel like there is some hope for me. I just hate the feeling of bein...
A New "Other Life" in Plan B
There is this really good book I’m reading called “Duma Key” by Stephen King. It talks about south FL. in the areas I am very familiar with but Duma Key itself is totally fictional. Anyway the ma...
I got one more paper signed for the bank so they can procede with what they need to do in order to get this ball rolling. It is weighing on me. I just want to move on and get this over with. Kind...
Freaking Cold.... in Plan B
The wind came the rains came the temps dropped and here I sit covered in a blanket with the Romeo beside me covered up as well. Flannle is so sexy. Leggings on underneath and long sleeve long joh...
Change in the weather... in Plan B
It was 78 degrees this morning - now it’s 53 and raining. Tomorrow is only going up to 62 and tomorrow night in the 40’s. Feeling overwhelmed and wish it would go a way. The bank is fucking with ...
Want to give more ~ in Plan B
I want to give massage treatments to the VA I did today ( I did massage his back ) no I do not want to go to school…thankuverymuch. I want to fly to Ohio to give my sisters husband more help tha...
Sunday Morning ~ Sunday Morning in Plan B
Watching Sunday Morning on sunday morning. I love this show. It is filled with bits of goodness. Information that is good for the soul. Everything from Uga the mascot to Jason Brown. Learn how to...
Winter Vortex? in Plan B
Really? It’s november it is suppose to snow and be cold. We grew up with the same thing but never gave it special names. Just the Blizzard of 77 of something. I don’t miss it at all. 2 seasons he...
Long AsS Day... in Plan B
I knew it was going to be long and it was. Did Double D this a.m. Ran home put Booger Head in the house. Then off to Ms.Penthouse and went to the country club. What a hot mess she turns into with...
It is a beautiful a.m. 68 degrees going up to 70 something. I wanted to write more last night but I was filled with not angst but the feeling of “Had Enough”.... It happens and when it does it i...
Moving Foward ~ Never Straight in Plan B
There is no going back now. I know what need to do in order to get where I need to go. Thank goodness for that.
Game Plan.... in Plan B
I spoke to best friend who is really my sister ( I call her my Moon Sister) and she gave me the details of going out on my own. It sounded and is a bit overwhelming. I also called my tax lady. Sh...
This morning was cloudy cold and damp. I would have gave anything just to stay home and sleep and relaxe. But I got myself together and went to the Stoners. It wasn’t 5 minutes when I got there t...
Long Ass Day.... in Plan B
These 12 hour days last forever sometimes. Tonight it took an hour to get home because of the rain. Watching This is Life with Lisa Ling. What a great show. Talking about strippers. Not just stri...
Days keep Goin... in Plan B
Tomorrow is saturday - my long day. I have been feeling tired all day. Alot of running around. When I finished with Double D I went grocry shopping and dropped off my paper work. Then came home p...
That is how many times my car has been hit…tonight was #4. Swueet. Now it “Officially looks like a Hoopdy” ~ I wasn’t hurt. So that’s good. I was leaving my lovely clients home and waiting to tur...
