Pirateowl76 ⋅ 49 ⋅

I'm lonely and want so badly to interact with people, but 30+ years of social anxiety has become too severe. I appreciate if anyone notices me since it rarely happens, but don't feel bad if you comment and I don't reply. Just look at my whiny entries; I get no better than this. You dodged a bullet.

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October 08, 2019

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Today is my 43rd birthday. Aside from my parents, whom I live with, nobody has remembered yet. Not even a brief message from a stranger on any site where the date is public. No news from my frien...


October 07, 2019

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It’s strongly looking like this will be the first year absolutely nobody will notice/remember my birthday…including my one online friend. If she’s my friend anymore. I’ll make it clear from the s...


June 15, 2019

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A few days ago while feeling particularly lonely and s**tty (I’d somehow forgotten the anniversary of my late cat by two days, and forgot to visit his grave–we had him for 15 years and, yes, he w...


June 03, 2019

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Took quite a while the other night typing up a sad vent, for a vent thread, in the private subreddit for forever alone women. (The sub is largely inactive, and I used to get downvoted for, I assu...


May 24, 2019

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Not even help communities on Reddit are safe. I can’t post a comment pointing out a bug I’m currently experiencing, in a bug thread, without somebody voting that…my bug report doesn’t contribute ...


April 30, 2019

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I wish I could find some community to fit into. Just one. I’m not asking to be popular. Just a few people who like me and notice I exist. I’ve been trying so hard to fit into an online community ...


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