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i feel the tension in a lot of ways and it takes a bit more effort to get those smiles out along with leaning towards good energy. i feel like i am partly around toxic energy half the time dur...

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i just wish i was far away. just far away from some people and their problems. taking our their frustrations with there own issues on me. i am not a punching bag. do they not realize i have my ...

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so i received the answer. it is a torn meniscus :( however interesting observation… when i went to the doctor to get the overview of the mri xrays another doctor came in the room and addresse...

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i went to go see demon slayer about a week ago and i absolutely loved it i am not a crazy anime person but DF is but truth is —i started watching this show so i had a general idea of the overvi...

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i went to go to the mri last friday! my first one and hopefully last one. did not know what to expect but thankfully i did not have to go all body into the machine. just legs and half body but b...

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that both of my nieces are 25 and 24? actually no i did not. i had no idea until today. wait until i discuss just how much of a piece of trash both of them are! i have never been so embarrassed...

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i got my paycheck yesterday and a good majority of it went to bills. i do not want to live paycheck to paycheck but i have to right now. i am paying off little by little all that i owe however a...

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i am only writing this down as it sort of makes me feel a little better lol. i just wrote in my last entry that i am 51. i am starting to think ok--------well maybe i do look ok. while i have ...

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my mom asked me yesterday why i never got married. interesting question. valid question but i would think part of this question also has an answer. i am 51. i was in a relationship when i was...

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i had to go through a few hoops and finally the dr. passed along my referral to the mri doctor. i received a letter in the mail from my healthcare company stating that they received word of my n...

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i went to the doctor on friday and i got some more xrays done. as mentioned previously yes i can bend my knee. yes i can walk up the stairs but at night in bed yes when i move around or get up ...

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i slept a lot this weekend. i mean alot. yesterday i slept until 3:30 pm which i do not ever do. today until about 10:30 am. i am guessing i must be tired. spent the weekend with DF (Boyfriend)...

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so i have finally started my class that i am taking for the fall. it is pretty much a self care class to help me overcome some things i am dealing with. it includes a certificate at the end of ...

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mid week. work was productive today until i heard the director complaining. way to kill joy the work day. one day i will explain my job but all i will say is -----i perform pretty well. good re...

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considering i have written 3 entries today including this one is a goal! go me !!!!!!!! my sincere apologies for not reading your entries. i will. soon once i get acclimated. this was hard e...

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last month i went to a concert in new jersey and while on the train i twisted my knee due to a jolt from the train. it twisted SO much that i felt my knee swell and i was not able to walk. this...

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still attempting to write however in the near future i will be forced to as i plan on taking a class in the next week or so. i think it is a good thing. it will help me here. sorry i did not g...

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last year in the fall a client send me a little gift in the mail. why did they do this you ask? i just think they were being thoughtful. from a customer sense we had a good working connection bu...

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i have written so many entries here and i have lost so much time as well in terms of my writing but i am alive. i am still here and i never forgot you. been thinking for a few days now how to ...

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last weekend i went to go see black panther. i believe it was last weekend. i forgot to write about it but i wanted to say it was a phenomenal movie. outside of it being yes an all black cast – i...

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fantastic documentary about toys from the 50s til now. https://www.netflix.com/title/80161497 i have watched star wars and barbie. who knew about all the behind scenes going on. lawsuits, marketi...

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Well not the real Downton but i wish it was. I would love to go to Highclere Castle. One day i will though. The closest at this moment will be in NYC. The girls, my dad and myself are going to th...

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just wanted to write a note that some of my photos that i have been adding to my instagram have been getting acknowledged by other social media platforms. all the photos on my instagram are of my...

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i watched it for 20 minutes. idk i just never saw anything about it that drew me to watch it more. however - ask me lion or hacksaw ridge even moonlight. even arrival i have a different answer. ...

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i saw an amazing movie the other day. so amazing i needed to share it. its called lion starring dev patel and nicole kidman here is a general overview of the movie. A five-year-old Indian boy get...

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