Reigna ⋅ 38

Mom of 5 kids and 1 bunny. Spiritual, not religious. Agnostic. Artsy and Crafty. A little into gardening but have a black thumb. Swim like a fish. I was raised near the beach. ENFJ but sometimes an introvert. Bisexual and polyamorous. Liberal but not extreme about it. Major bookworm!

Work hard and be kind, and amazing things will happen.

Conan O'Brien

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Bad Luck! in Day in the Life

Fell down the stairs this morning. I’m okay I think, just all banged up. Amazing, after all the millions of toys/papers/clothes/books etc these kids have left on the stairs over the years, I’ve n...


I, as a grown woman, have very little interest in man-children. A few times in my life I have become infatuated with a man-child, and when I fall, I fall hard. They say the bigger you are the har...


Let me tell you a little more from my past and maybe it will help explain some of my ways of thinking. I know that other people think I’m too judgmental. I know that. I have been trying lately to...


5 days ago

New Job! in Day in the Life

I got the job I interviewed for! Well, sort of. It’s not as many hours as I was told. In fact, it’s only a little over half! Hopefully the work environment makes up for it. I know it’s a beautifu...


Mister M took me out for my belated birthday, tonight. Wow what a dreamboat! And I still think this after 11 months together. I hadn’t seen him in a couple of weeks, and it felt like so long. It ...


December 02, 2018

Movies and Things in Day in the Life

Tonight I took 2 of my girls out to see The Nutcracker and Four Realms. It was okay. I suppose it’s worth seeing just for the costumes and scenery. It is visually appealing and the acting is okay...


November 29, 2018

I QUIT! in Day in the Life

The absolute last of the last straws, management was extremely rude to me today when I tried to call off and implied I was faking it. That bitch actually said “Sorry, I’m gonna need you to come i...


November 28, 2018

Things Can Get Better in Day in the Life

I didn’t feel things could get better at all, and that feeling is part of the lie that is depression. It was beyond my ability, at the time I entered the hospital, to really picture my life impro...


Nope! I refuse to buy into this. The mommy wars can take it to the extreme, but I’m not going to accept the opposite idea either, that “No mom is better than any other”. Haha bullshit. If that we...


November 28, 2018

Hold Your Baby! in Sometimes I Wonder

When Riley was a baby I held her all the time. I almost never put her down. I curled her up in a sling and packed her against my chest in a Snugli. I breastfed her until she was 13.5 months old a...


November 26, 2018

Leave Me Alone in Day in the Life

When I introvert, I introvert HARD. I get very irritable and want to stab people when I’m surrounded by small talk for hours, by people always wanting something from me or watching me. I hate bei...


November 14, 2018

Pain in Day in the Life

It’s not that I even feel so depressed anymore. I don’t hate myself. I don’t feel that sense of hopelessness like that nothing can ever get better, or that I could never be better. I just don’t c...


I slept a long time today. The Husband was not pleased to find me asleep at 2pm. I was happy about it though, and really didn’t care how he felt about it. Not only did I need a break from life, b...


October 21, 2018

Babysitter Wanted! in Day in the Life

I’ve never had to hire anyone for an ongoing position before so this is new. Good help really is way harder to find than I imagined, which makes me wonder why I’ve ever been turned down for a job...


October 20, 2018

For K in Day in the Life

I’m here. Everything is okay. I miss you too. Life has been a little hectic. Most of my posts have been members only lately but I’m still writing. No, the husband didn’t do anything this time. My...


September 23, 2018

Ghosted Again in Lady Reigna's Lovers

Just as I had a feeling he would, the younger guy didn’t show up yesterday. Luckily he blocked me hours beforehand so I didn’t show up either and waste my time! Yet again I feel like a disgusting...


September 01, 2018

Attitude in Sometimes I Wonder

I deal with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and in the past I’ve dealt with severe chronic pain. I understand that whole “spoons” theory but I think some people take it too far. Attitude matters! And ...


August 29, 2018

Diet and Stuff in Day in the Life

So I’ve had a really upsetting wake up call recently. I went to buy a few new shirts that were really cheap on clearance, and I’d gone UP a size. Oooh that should not have happened! I was already...


A lot of people never change. I suppose that’s why people assume drastic, permanent change is impossible. But I HAVE changed. I’ve changed nearly everything about myself. Don’t judge me based on ...


August 09, 2018

Various Updates in Day in the Life

Every aspect of my life has some news at the moment! Family - Riley and Miss E are coming home tonight!! Oh my heart. They say it may be late, so I might not be awake when they get in, but their ...


There is nothing uglier than self-pity but I feel ugly inside right now. I am always reaching out and being ignored. I am forever giving out I love yous and not getting them back. Giving out comp...


August 04, 2018

Fair Day! in Day in the Life

So today, I went to the fair with the kids and sort of met up with the husband too. I mostly just left him and went off with my eldest to search for different kinds of food and drinks. I still s...


I feel so relieved that I’ve fully made up with Mister M. I confronted him about it and he said he was joking/being sarcastic about calling me a white devil. He said he felt so certain I knew he ...


Everyone wants to be told they are beautiful and amazing but it’s unfair to expect that when you aren’t. And the whole reason I want it may be partially based in chauvinistic ideals for women. I’...


July 23, 2018

Rained Out in Day in the Life

Well that was an odd weekend! Saturday I took the kids to the science museum because we are just that cool. We were dragging our rears getting there. We ended up only having about an hour and a h...


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