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Mom of 5 kids and 1 bunny. Spiritual, not religious. Agnostic. Artsy and Crafty. A little into gardening but have a black thumb. Swim like a fish. I was raised near the beach. ENFJ but sometimes an introvert. Bisexual and polyamorous. Liberal but not extreme about it. Major bookworm!

Work hard and be kind, and amazing things will happen.

Conan O'Brien

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September 24, 2018

Ghosted Again in Lady Reigna's Lovers

Just as I had a feeling he would, the younger guy didn’t show up yesterday. Luckily he blocked me hours beforehand so I didn’t show up either and waste my time! Yet again I feel like a disgusting...


September 02, 2018

Attitude in Sometimes I Wonder

I deal with anxiety, depression, PTSD, and in the past I’ve dealt with severe chronic pain. I understand that whole “spoons” theory but I think some people take it too far. Attitude matters! And ...


August 30, 2018

Diet and Stuff in Day in the Life

So I’ve had a really upsetting wake up call recently. I went to buy a few new shirts that were really cheap on clearance, and I’d gone UP a size. Oooh that should not have happened! I was already...


A lot of people never change. I suppose that’s why people assume drastic, permanent change is impossible. But I HAVE changed. I’ve changed nearly everything about myself. Don’t judge me based on ...


August 10, 2018

Various Updates in Day in the Life

Every aspect of my life has some news at the moment! Family - Riley and Miss E are coming home tonight!! Oh my heart. They say it may be late, so I might not be awake when they get in, but their ...


There is nothing uglier than self-pity but I feel ugly inside right now. I am always reaching out and being ignored. I am forever giving out I love yous and not getting them back. Giving out comp...


August 05, 2018

Fair Day! in Day in the Life

So today, I went to the fair with the kids and sort of met up with the husband too. I mostly just left him and went off with my eldest to search for different kinds of food and drinks. I still s...


I feel so relieved that I’ve fully made up with Mister M. I confronted him about it and he said he was joking/being sarcastic about calling me a white devil. He said he felt so certain I knew he ...


Everyone wants to be told they are beautiful and amazing but it’s unfair to expect that when you aren’t. And the whole reason I want it may be partially based in chauvinistic ideals for women. I’...


July 24, 2018

Rained Out in Day in the Life

Well that was an odd weekend! Saturday I took the kids to the science museum because we are just that cool. We were dragging our rears getting there. We ended up only having about an hour and a h...


July 23, 2018

Talk in Sleep in Day in the Life

I have no idea what I was dreaming last night but right as I was waking in the morning, I turned to Mister M and said, “Sleeping in is letting Hitler win.” He burst out laughing, incredulous. We...


July 19, 2018

Shell in Sometimes I Wonder

Sometimes I do lack people skills, online anyway. I’m one of those rascals who grew up with real human interaction and even after all this time haven’t figured out online etiquette. Not that it r...


July 15, 2018

Ah Silence! in Day in the Life

FINALLY getting just a couple of hours alone! I need it! Normally I don’t like to be alone for too long. I can get depressed easily after spending too much time alone and in my head. But this wee...


Song of the day: Quote of the day: ”We weave our stories out of our bodies. Some of us through our children, or through our art; some do it just by living.” - Francesca Lia Block Mood of the da...


Never order anything from a kiosk. Nope, not even one inside a legitimate store! Never wire money to anyone. Period. I mean technically you can wire money to people you know but unless it’s ...


Something to do to relax before sleep! What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? It used to be A Walk to Remember and now it’s Steel Magnolias, but I don’t really watch movies in order to pur...


I have 5. No, I never planned it that way. I cried the last 2 times I found out I was pregnant. Like, all out sobbing and shaking my fist at the sky. But then I snapped out of it and looked on th...


Nobody is perfect; we all make mistakes. Everyone knows this truth, but when applied to moms in real life, somehow people are not too understanding. Cause we’re all supposed to be practically per...


It irritates me (and I know this feeling is really envy) when moms of only 1 or 2 children bemoan their workload. But then I remember that 1 or 2 kids can be just as challenging as 5, when they’r...


July 11, 2018

Shortie in Day in the Life

I am a short gal who married a big 6‘2” giant. He’s an entire foot taller than me. The world is made for him and not for me. I am frequently bemoaning this fact. The other night he finally starte...


I am very opinionated but then I get ashamed at expressing my opinions so vehemently and bluntly. Sometimes I worry about what people think of me, spouting off like I do. I disagree with others o...


Anger is just a feeling, not a person. It can’t be good or bad all by itself. All feelings and thoughts are just a part of the human experience. It’s what you do with them that counts. In fact, ...


This is one of the things which, as an angry atheist, I had been particularly incensed about. Now I am more of an agnostic, but I’m still angry about it. Forgive = reconcile. That’s what it has ...


I wonder how to tell you this without hurting you. Somebody should. It’s horrible to think that you honestly don’t know. I really care about you and I want you to hear me…but I don’t know how to ...


I wonder why people (mostly men) seem to have such dirty minds. I’ve noticed this a lot lately. How if they can make something about sex, they will. How if you dress a certain way it must mean yo...


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