Entries 220

Page 1 of 9

I keep struggling with making entries public on here. They just all seem to be filled with complaining about everything. I’m tired of all the negativity I feel most days. Is it stress involved? ...

---

Another Black Friday is here and almost gone. The holidays are hard when you’re a shopaholic and everything is catered to wanting you to spend, spend, spend. I’ll see things I really want for my...

---

Howdy all. Every evening I usually look at my planner and write down to do lists for the next day. I didn’t do that last night so of course forgot about my son’s 7:45am PT appointment this morni...

---

I was having a decent day, until I wasn’t. I hate how one thing can cause me to real spiral out of control. I guess if I’m being honest I was already feeling out of control lately. But it neve...

---

Struggle Bus is me. I feel like I’ve been on this ride for most of the year. I can’t seem to just buckle down and get the most basic things done that need it. Instead I fall into random games an...

---

It’s been what feels like a very long time since I wrote in here. The last month to two months has just been all over and honestly since August has been a trudge in my life to just stay above wa...

---

Today has been a run around day. I have so many things on my to do list currently that I’m suffering from executive dysfunction. So many things that I need and can be doing but there’s too many ...

---

The weather here today is screaming fall. Cloudy and chilly. Would really be the perfect day to just read an entire book. I keep trying to get myself back into the swing of reading, it just isn’...

---

I’m still here. I haven’t been MIA I Just will write then decide to make most of it private. Plus honestly there wasn’t really anything in my life going on everyday that warranted updating all t...

---

It’s been a long, crazy, emotional last month and a few weeks. Let me tell you. I kind of finally feel like I’m not just in survival mode. For all the issues and shit I had to work though things...

---

What an entire month it’s been. Aug this day last month until now has been a constant state of up and down. Up and down. I finally told my mother some of what’s been going on. She’s was only abo...

---

I come here and start typing out an entry and then usually wind up just deleting it or saving it as private. I don’t know a lot has happened in less then a month and I’m still trying to proces...

---

It’s really easy to slip into a depressive mood, let me tell you. Between the constant state of what feels like the country on fire most of the time and then my general health and wellness, it’s...

---

Kind of fell off the updating wagon. Not that I had too much to update on anyways. Like continues on like usual. I had some pretty significant things happen about two weeks ago but don’t feel li...

---

Sitting here listening to rain. About 10,000 things I could, or should be doing. I have so many just random tasks that I need to sort through on the internet but keep putting off for some reason...

---

I’ve been feeling very overloaded lately. I can sometimes go days and days without any notifications or people texting or having to deal with this, that or the other thing but these last few day...

---

I’m pretty wore out today. It’s been a productive day though. I had a dentist cleaning around 10 this morning. Then afterwards I needed to stop to pickup milk from the grocery store because I re...

---

I need to get back into the swing of things. I’ve been kinda just lazing about the past few days. I did our laundry today though and I guess I dropped of Nespresso pods that needed recycling at ...

---

Day 3 of being back to school for my son and had to be picked up early for appointments. The husband picked him up and did the running around. I did all those things for 14 years so now that he’...

---

I feel like I’m in an emotional downturn again. Like usual. I get this at least 2-3 times a month now for a few days. The funk. I need to have my hormones checked badly because I can’t continue ...

---

I’ve written a few entries here the last two days but at the last moment made them private. I dunno most of my entries just feel like complaints now. My husband went to go play D&D this m...

---

Today was the first day of the new school year for my son. Everything seems to have gone ok. It’s took myself out to TJ max Home Goods. The one near me is always dang busy. I got there 10 mins b...

---

This week marks back to school for my teenager. I said something in the car to that affect and he bit of my head. He then tried to play it off that he was trying to make a joke but I know he was...

---

I finally sat down and watched K-Pop Demon Hunters this evening. It was good. A few parts were kinda cheesy but I liked the music for sure and the animation style felt very anime. It’s been on m...

---

I left early this morning to go over to get my new glasses. I might have them slightly adjust them when I’m back over there again but they seem to fit fine. They are a bit bigger than my last pa...

---