Hopeless Dreamer
I thrive off of music, anime, writing and singing. I'm socially awkward. I'm not very good at expressing myself. I like poetry and short stories. I like to dream. Mostly about things that can't come true.
Welcome to society, We promise that we won't deceive, And one more thing now that you're here, There's no way that you can leave
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Headache in Hi...I guess
So, I’m doing my masters program online. Makes it easier to manage work and other responsibilities. I really enjoy the flexibility. I’m taking two classes this quarter before I start my field in...
I'm back... in Hi...I guess
So, I completely forgot that I had an account here. I have no clue why this just popped into my head but I got the sudden urge to journal again. We’ll see how long this lasts… Anyways, things h...
No one told me in Hi...I guess
No one told me how empty life becomes once you have nothing to look forward to… I’ve just graduated from college and started working in my chosen field. For a while it was nice. I enjoy the work ...
Super Family in Hi...I guess
Being stuck in quarantine has been making me feel so empty lately. I live with my mom and I enjoy being home but the monotony of this new reality is frustrating and depressing. I’ve taken this t...
Nerve Wrecking in Hi...I guess
Just finished a presentation on childhood anxiety… It’s only awkward because I had childhood anxiety and so it was basically explaining what I was feeling between ages 3-12. Not to mention the an...
Too Tired in Hi...I guess
I’m too tired. I don’t feel like I’m getting anything done. I feel useless… My life is so full of ups and downs that I don’t have time to myself. I’m too tired. And I’m also tired of all this. Th...
i woke up crying in Hi...I guess
I really don’t know how to say it other than that. I’m not sure why I did, but I remember not being able to breath. I don’t know what I was dreaming about, but I don’t think it was anything sad. ...
Just one of those days... in Hi...I guess
I…I don’t even know what to say anymore. I’ve reached the point of just not having an explanation for how I feel. I’m back home for spring break and it’s not even really a break. I have to study ...
Call Me The Grinch... in Hi...I guess
I. Hate. Christmas. And, no I don’t hate Christmas to be edgy and stoic! I legitimately just don’t like the holiday. The music is overly cheery, people are fake, and it’s expensive! It puts me in...
Bubby in Dear Brother
Dear Brother, It’s been a while since I’ve reached out to you. My second year of college has been kicking my ass and I feel exhausted. Since the spookey season is upon us, I’ve been getting ready...
Dear Brother in Dear Brother
School is out now. I have a job for the summer and I managed to make a really good friend. I wish I tell you about it in person… Things aren’t the same without you here. I’ve been doing better, b...
Things are getting better in Hi...I guess
So this is new. For once I actually feel happy with myself. It’s not like I’ve accepted myself really. There are still a lot of things I want to change about myself and I get discouraged when I f...
Tired... in Hi...I guess
It’s very dreary today. The sky is dark and there is snow falling all around. Despite the joy that is always associated with it, i remember noting but cold and sad memories. I’m tired. I don’t un...
Do You Think... in Dear Brother
Hi Brother, Be honest. Do you think I’m ugly? I didn’t know anymore. You always told me not to worry about how others see me. But I can’t do that anymore. I feel like everyone is staring at me li...
Not Beautiful in Hi...I guess
So, that lovey dovey time of the year is coming around the corner. I really don’t like talking about this gushy stuff. I don’t have good memories associated with it. But there is something I want...
Was not informed pt2 in Hi...I guess
Livid. I am 100% pure anger right now. I have been stuck in labs all day… I go to the student center and IT’S CLOSED! WHY WOULD YOU CLOSE AT 4:30? WHY! I’M GOING TO FAIL THIS FUCKING CLASS BECAUS...
Was not informed in Hi...I guess
I am so pissed. Long story short, I was in the hospital for two of my exams. I didn’t want to be there in the first place, but they didn’t give me a choice. Now that school has started up again, ...
Blocked in Dear Brother
Hi Brother, I’m sorry I haven’t written for a while. I had some studying to do. You know how I was in the hospital about a month ago. Well I’d missed two of my exams and I have to make them up th...
Question in Hi...I guess
I’m really tired but I had to get this off my chest. Have you ever been in a situation where you and your friends are joking around and one of them says something really self depreciating and you...
Choir in Dear Brother
Hi Brother, How are you today? I hope it was good and productive. I was very busy today. I had two labs back to back, three hours each. I love my major but this semester the schedule did not work...
Good Days in Dear Brother
Hi Brother, I finally got some sleep! So don’t worry about me! I’m having a pretty good day today. I got up on time for class and I even ate breakfast. I know. I ate breakfast! Usually I don’t ha...
So tired... in Hi...I guess
It’s really gloomy today. It’s been raining all day so I’m constantly falling asleep. Even though I have homework to do. I didn’t sleep last night. It was about 8 am when I finally got sleepy. I ...
Can't Sleep in Dear Brother
Hi Brother, I know. It’s late. Or rather, it’s early. I can’t sleep. It’s just one of those nights. I want to be asleep but I just can’t. My racing thoughts won’t leave me alone. There’s no way I...
The Babies in Dear Brother
Hi brother, How was your day today? I hope it was as peaceful as mine. I’m sure you’re working very hard. You always were one to give your every effort. I wonder if you’re in school? If you are, ...
Chemistry in Hi...I guess
Today was rather peaceful. I slept until noon and lounged about all day. I joined a tabletop role playing group with some good friends and even finished a god amount of homework. In fact, I finis...
