ladylexapro
Married. Dog mom. Nanny. Student. Stumbling my way through life.
Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap but by the seeds that you plant.
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Now Playing: Big Mouth I don’t know when I got so busy but I have had no time for my prosebox or anything else for that matter. To recap: not pregnant this month. devastated about it. period la...
Deep Water in 2018
Now Playing: The H3H3 Podcast I am so tired today. I got a ton of things done, though, so… yay! Accomplishment! I picked up Little Peep from pre-k today. Bosslady was sleeping on the couch at h...
Now Playing: Puppy Dog Pals faintly in the background Bosslady started full-time work this week. For this week, she’s working the day shift but next week it will be the 3rd shift. Yesterday wa...
Snoozy Sunday in 2018
Now Playing: Walter Fate on Youtube I know that there is nothing less interesting than hearing about other people’s dreams, but… I had the most vivid dream last night. I woke up and I was 10 yea...
The Rainy Day in 2018
by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow *The day is cold, and dark, and dreary; It rains, and the wind is never weary; The vine still clings to the mouldering wall, But at every gust the dead leaves fall, ...
"Follow the Seagulls" in 2018
Now Playing: My Favorite Murder #141 Today was a long one. Another negative pregnancy test. DH working super late. Dinner is in the oven. Just feeling like shit. I was gonna do surveys but n...
"That's MY barren chocolate!" in 2018
Now Playing: “Sedated” - Hozier Every negative pregnancy test is a punch to the gut. I am currently 4 days late for my period and feeling sort of… funny. Odd symptoms I don’t usually have, like...
Depression ickiness in 2018
Now Playing: Supernanny I am so tired. We got up early today to run errands. We went to Torrid so I could get new bras (my other ones are way too big), DH surprised me with some new perfume fr...
Now Playing: Supernanny I fucking love Supernanny. Today was a long one. We met a lady at CVS and I bought a three bowl crock pot. I’m hoping to start meal prepping now that my hours are later i...
Now that my horrific incident of terror is over in 2018
Bosslady isn’t coming home any time soon so I’m gonna do some questionnaires in between yelling at the kids to go to sleep. A. What are your favourite smells? Vanilla, pumpkin, lemon, berries, Gr...
Emetophobia and Fucking Pandemonium in 2018
I have had severe emetophobia my entire life. Panic attacks, crying, screaming, running, hyperventilating, you name it. This is important to the story. Why the hell did I choose to work with c...
Suddenly I See in 2018
Now Playing: The H3H3 Podcast #86 Busy night and busy day! Last night, DH and I ate dinner (leftovers) and then went out to look for crafts for the kids to do tonight because I’m working. We wen...
Coffee Jitters in 2018
Now Playing: Dear Hank and John #131 I drove myself to the dentist yesterday! I’ve had my license for over a year but I hate crossing traffic and driving on busy roads but I did! Yes, this should...
Two in one day in 2018
Now Playing: Jenna and Julien Podcast #203 I wrote one of these already today, but I’m procrastinating because I’m tired. So I’m gonna do a questionnaire thingy. 1. What is more difficult for yo...
It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you in 2018
Now Playing: Africa - Weezer I like the original better but I am contractually obligated to watch any/all media that contain Weird Al as DH is a superfan. This weekend absolutely flew by. On F...
Negligence in 2018
Now Playing: Dear Hank and John #146 - Skate with Snakes I am procrastinating writing a paper on criminal negligence in the realm of education. I /want/ to get shit done but I am so tired. Not ...
*bulge grows larger in pants to signify confidence* in 2018
Now Playing: Some reddit commentary video So, I stopped writing because Prosebox went down for a few days after my last post and I didn’t want to depend on an unreliable website. I missed online...
Chaos incarnate in 2018
Now Playing: DH’s phone in the background Hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo boy. DH’s brother is back on a downswing. He needs a fun nickname like everyone else in here… brother-in-law doesn’t cove...
Demotivation nation in 2018
Now Playing: Sexplanations Podcast: Episode 32 As of today, I have lost 20 pounds on Keto! Woo! I still have a long way to go but this is so exciting! I have to redo my macros soon. x-x-x-x-x-x...
Up all night to get lucky in 2018
Now Playing: The Curse of Oak Island I kept meaning to write and then also subsequently forgetting to write. I can’t actually remember what happened this weekend. Not because I was drunk or any...
I became such a strange shape from trying to fit in in 2018
Now Playing: “Bishop’s Knife Trick” - Fall Out Boy Today was long but overall pretty good! DH says he sees a change in me since starting the new meds and it’s a change for the better so woo! Lit...
blahblahblah in 2018
Now Playing: The Curse of Oak Island FiL is here. We had breakfast for dinner and are watching the “Holes” as I’ve been known to call it. He’s doing pretty well today! Lots of puppy snuggling a...
If you were church, I'd get on my knees in 2018
Now Playing: The Philip DeFranco Show Today was actually really good! DH was off today and I didn’t have to work until two, so we slept in and cuddled the puppies until like noon. I finally roll...
Now Playing: “The Price of Shame” - Monica Lewinsky via TED Cue the guilt, after I was so angry last night that I’d have to deal with Ocho all day, he ended up going to school and I only had to d...
The Should-Slayer in 2018
Now Playing: “The alien in my womb” - Olivia Schofield via TEDxZurichWomen Psych-lady upped my meds yesterday. I’m making a note of this so I can reflect and see if this really changed how thing...
