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Musings and Misgivings

by SamiMarieSaysSo

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TW/CW: Self Injury/Suicide There is a woman on Threads who claimed to be a medic working in Minneapolis and saw Alex Pretti die was posting dozens of suicidal messages. People jumped in to help...


My therapist has been suggesting that I put myself out there online, posting about seeking new friends. I was planning on a post yesterday, but I first did a quick gratitude ritual with an offer...


I panicked myself into exhaustion yesterday with the looming apartment inspection. I did not know WHO would be doing the inspection, so I made sure that everything was as clean and tidy as possi...


I had a great time at the theater yesterday afternoon. I was having stomach issues right as we left the house to go to the play. I told Rick if I hadn’t committed to going, I would’ve asked him ...


5 days ago

Sunday

Yesterday, I felt the shift. The first domino being tipped. People are waking up. While this is VERY SCARY, and I know there is worse coming, I believe there is a light at the end of a very long...


6 days ago

Temporary

I helped a stranger on the internet change their mind about ending their own life two days ago. It was an all day interaction. High stress, calling authorities, messaging with others trying to h...


January 28, 2026

Working on it

I have felt like death warmed over for quite a while. Vomited yesterday morning. But I figured out the common denominator with the instances of being sick. Unfortunately, that issue is Ambien. T...


January 28, 2026

Ms. Shirley Got Her Wings

Today, we lost one of the helpers. Here in Los Angeles, Shirley Raines was a tireless advocate for the homeless. Providing meals, haircuts, health and beauty products, and friendship to THOUSAND...


January 27, 2026

Just another day...

Today is a new day. I am feeling better today. But I am convinced that the only way I am going to get through the fall of the United States is by going back on anti-depressants. I have made a va...


January 24, 2026

the Invisible Woman

I feel like I am enveloping into myself and disappearing. And no one seems to notice. It’s hard to feel like much matters. There’s just me. In the apartment, day after day. I take a walk daily ...


January 23, 2026

Always catching up

I have been writing entries, getting halfway through, getting distracted, and then walking away. I always come back, sometimes the next day, to finish it up. I just came back to an entry to clos...


December 31, 2025

Rain on Parade Day

We live in a little community called Highland Park, and our apartment is next to the bridge leading to South Pasadena. I love Pasadena. It is such a beautiful city, rich in history and amazing a...


December 31, 2025

Junk

I have decided I want to get into junk journaling. I have long been into scrapbooking and also have been creating collages for as long as I can remember, so I thought I could maybe blend the two...


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Ranting, raving, bragging, and oversharing.