so yeah....I always think of this “maybe in another life, I would be.....blah blah” and it hurts for me bcuz you know it would never happen again especially if there’s nothing u can do anymore. but u know I just realize at some point, we can feel that way but for me I will not let that happen as much as possible. we only live once and I know the fact that I still have a time…then why not to try things that I want before I left. and I do have alot of things that I wish I did or I wish it happen but since I’m still a young I hope I will not become a selfish to my self. I hope I can be happy for once in a life time.