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What a Sunday! I had an awesome day—so restful that I almost felt guilty for being in bed all day. Almost. I woke up and tried to watch church, but I just wasn’t in the mood. I’m sorry—I coul...

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 Dear God, I don’t remember what time I went to sleep—it’s a bit of a blur. I remember yesterday, though. I was enjoying my day, then decided to get ready for the studio. I spent $1 on cigar...

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 Dear God, I couldn’t watch The Substance. It was super boring. I only made it about twenty minutes before I had my fill. You can tell Demi Moore is confident—and a bit of a freak. But then a...

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 Dear God, I was scrolling through TikTok and saw a girl who had gone shopping in Paris, doing a haul for Hermès, Chanel, Miu Miu, and all these expensive brands. It made me wonder how much c...

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 Dear God, Erica is out of my life for good. I literally just blocked her—for good. We were talking, and she told me that I always talk about my looks and that I “gaslight” her. When I ask...

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Dear God, I’m sitting across from a queen who isn’t ready to come out yet. He’s very sweet. I am in sitting in front of his desk for my insurance. I’m sad that I have to pay out of pocket fo...

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 Dear God, Thank You for another day. I went to bed around midnight and woke up at 5 a.m., yet I feel as though I slept a full eight hours. I don’t even look sleep-deprived—thank You for tha...

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Dear God, Firecrackers can be heard and seen in my neighborhood—another reason I love where I live. Everyone in this complex lives with very little, yet you can feel how full of love it is. ...

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Dear God, im still in bed and its 1pm. I have things to do but cant seem to get out of bed. I just want to lounge all day. I need to make a bank deposit, buy a trip to DC, workout, figure out...

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 Dear God, Merry Christmas Eve. Right now, I’m lying in bed. I’m not sure how much sleep I’ve actually gotten, but I feel good. I only got out of bed once—to grab breakfast around 5 a.m. I d...

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 Dear God, Right now I’m lying in bed, and it feels so good to be off from work. It’s only Tuesday, and I’ve already gotten so much done. I finished two songs, and I believe I’m going to writ...

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 Dear God, It’s been four days since I smoked weed, I think. Since Thursday—well, maybe three days. It feels longer somehow. But I’m not craving it at all. In fact, I’m loving the loss of my ...

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 Dear God, Yesterday was a beautiful day because I was doing what I love—music. I worked with the same producers Beyoncé has worked with. There were two of them—partners. One creates the bea...

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Dear God, It’s me. I’m on Annie’s couch in her bedroom. She’s in the front room watching a movie. I’m bundled in blankets, with my eyes, ears, and mouth covered so I don’t get sick. I star...

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