So hey guys I’m new here! I’m from India and I’m 12 (which is young I know bhahahahaha) so in a friendship there is always a toxic one.....and I’m the toxic one....and I have a reason of course…I have anger is and and trust issues so it started when I was in 1st grade and I found a frnd group which has…h…v…n…l ect and I had a pretty close friendship and I was like a loner kid and I had only them as friends....but it started to…change....it felt like I was the last option for anything…while the others played and I asked to join they say sorry were full or one time I was sick and barges in class....instead of make sure I was ok “H” kicked me out of my own place and made her other friend sot beside her....and from like 3rd to 5th grade I had no frnds because that’s the time covid happend....then I met “S” nd we had a amazing friend but these days she started to hand with others which is OK but I was afraid she might leave me as it happens to me everytime....so I started to form jealousy ect....and another ting is “s” cousin is in our same class and her bestie is “H”....I feel afraid