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A little too soon to be living together
Last night we had a little bit of a tiff. Its easy to get swept in the moments of love and say things that are lovley but you may not think about. "Always think before you speak" I have been men...
Falling in love with you
The absence of you tightens my heart where it becomes hard to breathe. I clench my mind hoping to drown out the memories of you. Just for a moment, give me one breath of pure nothing. Relief, jus...
Thank You all for the advice
I appreciated all the input/opinions/advice you guys gave-truly. I have decided to do what most of you suggested-to stay. Honestly I knew it was a silly thought to end the relationship soley on w...
Advice Please...
So I have hit a huge speed bump in the relationship. The man is still amazing, wonderful, pretty much perfect for me. When we first started dating I knew about his work schedule. Pretty demanding...
Elephant
I often tip toe around the obvious elephant in the room. Some would say I just want to avoid the hassle of confronting the issue all together. And I sadly would have to agree. Am I wasting my tim...
Going with the flow
So update with the new boyfriend. Had the "Meet the folks dinner." It went well, they were nice and funny. I was polite and actually talked (thought i wouldnt being so nervous and all). But what ...
I seem to make a mess of everything
So he wants me to meet his parents on saturday. We said I love you less than 2 weeks ago and now its time for the official parents dinner. I tried to let him know I feel a little uneasy about it ...
Taggered Love
Mother never told me how hard love would be. The small gestures we deem as "red flags" we often time see too late. The eager thirst of wanting to feel needed clouds our judgement of real or true ...
Cleansed
Thank you everyone for your comments, they do help---more than you think. I went ahead and did the clensing thing (delete old photos/emails/anything of "us") and it actually felt great. I know wh...
Advice needed please
So my ex and I split at the end of November. We were together for three years and I left due to him not showing affection. It was hard (from his words) to express how he feels. Long story. Well, ...
Can I love myself?
I lay awake at night not understanding what my heart is trying to tell me. I feel as if i am in love, but my brain knows it has only been one month. This is not love-it is lust. Has to be. I cra...
Future Possibilities
I sometimes catch myself looking around the room and not understanding how I got here. So many years under me and yet I feel so unprepared for my future. It seems to be happening without my say. ...
I'm running and I don't know why
Friday for valentines ......where do I begin? I had been excited all week to see him. We have been dating for about a month now and we were just getting to really know each other. He brought me t...
Stupid heart
People discuss relentlessly how much they desire true love. As if it is some inevitble pull against their will. The heart is fickle in the ways it can be weightless. Consequences are overlooked, ...
In love
I am breathing deeply today. Slow, steady, just feeling the air fill my lungs. My eyelids close gently every time then i begin a new breath and they open slowly as I let the air out. Just breathe...
Too Fast?
We yearn for the advice of others to help guide our hearts. Expeciting their lessons learned in life to save us a mistake here and there. We focus on their wisdom as if the words were written in ...
A heart like yours
I could easliy love you. Your sweet, good nature beckons me to stay a little longer everytime I see you. So easy to fall, so easy to forget what love just did to me. Do I want this? Am I in a pla...
Where did I go?
Fingertips white, color gone due to my hands clentching too tightly. Long, bony, narrow, and thin; I hardly recognize these hands anymore. Slowly uncurling them; I see the indents my nails have m...
Premature lover
In a vibrant array of confusion I stumbled on your doorstep. I craved touch, I craved distraction, I craved feeling. I am not fully myself and you are expecting something whole. I apologize in ad...
Goodbye my "almost future"
You came into my life with such a gracious nature I almost mistook you for an old friend. With an awkward touch I began to fall in love with you within days and within weeks I could not stand to ...
Book Description
“Love is blind, they say; sex is impervious to reason and mocks the power of all philosophers. But, in fact, a person’s sexual choice is the result and sum of their fundamental convictions. Tell me what a person finds sexually attractive and I will tell you their entire philosophy of life. Show me the person they sleep with and I will tell you their valuation of themselves. No matter what corruption they’re taught about the virtue of selflessness, sex is the most profoundly selfish of all acts, an act which they cannot perform for any motive but their own enjoyment - just try to think of performing it in a spirit of selfless charity! - an act which is not possible in self-abasement, only in self-exultation, only on the confidence of being desired and being worthy of desire. It is an act that forces them to stand naked in spirit, as well as in body, and accept their real ego as their standard of value. They will always be attracted to the person who reflects their deepest vision of themselves, the person whose surrender permits them to experience - or to fake - a sense of self-esteem .. Love is our response to our highest values - and can be nothing else.”----Ayn Rand
