Entries 38

Page 1 of 2

Well it's been a wile since I've taken the time to wright anything on here. I've been without an internet connection for a wile also. But now I'm back! So tonight's topic, birth control pills. I'...

---

Finally I pulled through the darkness of epic sickness. I feel 100%, after weeks of being knocked down time after time. I decided to get back up onto my feet. It feels so amazing to have so much ...

---

Under the high desert sun my skin began to burn. Much went wrong when It came to the camping trip I was whisked away to last minute over this weekend. I had no time to prepare for the time I was ...

---

I am frustrated with life at the moment. I went a doctor appointment yesterday for what I thought was a bladder infection. Well long story short I ended up having an ultrasound. turns out my mire...

---

Welp I have a bladder infection. Or my birth control is digging into my insides. I recently had a very bad experience at the hospital in my area so naturally I am hesitant to returning there. I a...

---

I recently saw an article in Elle magazine regarding the business of surrogate mother's. It explained why women, and their significant other, search to find someone to carry their child. This ar...

---

Pain is kicking in full force on this Mother's day. I gave a beautiful little girl up for adoption almost 3 years ago. If that doesn't hurt enough I can't even be with my own mother today. With f...

---

I am missing my family more than ever this past week. Being isolated and alone is starting to get to me. Don't get me wrong I LOVE my alone time, but lately I have had to much of it. Boredom is s...

---

The past two nights I have roughly had the same occurring dream. To my knowledge the beginning of the dream is always different. The beginning is always a haze when I wake up. I do remember in bo...

---

Last night I had a dinner to attend. My boyfriend is a welders helper, and his welder needed a babysitter on Friday. He wanted me to meet the children before I decided if I wanted to take on the ...

---

I have been in Wyoming now for almost 3 weeks. I previously mentioned my bad health record upon arriving. This last week has been just a little better I still have my poor days. Yet a few days ...

---

Saturday afternoon I hopped into a car with my old friend, and a new one. We drove about three hours to the state of Utah. Some place I had never been. Our destination was a dam high in the mount...

---

Wow big things have happened. My bus trip was successful, but I will never travel by bus that far again. I left on a Friday and arrived early Sunday morning. Wile I had little sleep on my trip I ...

---

Procrastination will be the death of me one of these days. I am scheduled to hop on a greyhound bus tomorrow afternoon to move to another state. I just finished the majority of all the packing I ...

---

I really do not like getting into arguments over Facebook. I find them very pointless. Yet I have a certain friend that has been aggravating me this past month.I have been keeping my mouth shut u...

---

On my bedroom floor lie a pile of cloths. Glancing at them wishing they had been yours. My mind races, yet my body can not manage courage to lift a single finger. Silent tears fall onto my cheeks...

---

Freshmen year of high school was an awkward time for me to say the least. I was tossed into a new school. A school I knew no one at. I had just moved to a small town with my family. I also had a ...

---

Breaking news! The state of Michigan, the place I am from just legalized same sex marriage. I do not necessarily believe in marriage, yet I have nothing against others that do. I do believe that ...

---

Today the sun is shining bright. I always seem to feel most content and calm when sun rays hit my face, and shine through my window. It amazes me when rays invade my room and engulf it with warmn...

---

Today my emotions are at an all time high. All my senses feel heightened. I have received exciting news. After nine long dreadful months of probation I got let off three months early for good beh...

---

I am having another one of my mental illness episodes right about now. I was starting to think I might have gotten better, but now I think I am only getting worse. I haven't had an episode in abo...

---

Two years and five months ago I did the hardest most heart wrenching thing I have ever had to do. I live with this decision every day of my life. I had a daughter, and I choose to give her up for...

---

As I sit here drinking my morning cup of earl grey I can not help ponder the idea of Sexuality. This is a very interesting topic to me. Every since I was in six grade I have been attracted to all...

---

These lyrics remind me of one of my past lovers. I can't seem to get this tune out of my head today. I've thought about getting in contact with him, and decided against it. guess all that's left ...

---

Well folks I have mentioned before in one of my previous entries how society bothers me about the image they reflect upon women. I haven't shaven my armpits or vagina in about a month. I think I ...

---