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Confusion
I miss my boyfriend. And I don't know when I'm going to see him next. And I really feel like I messed up my life. And I don't feel called to do anything in particular. And now I'm even more s...
Applied For Another Retail Job/Walking Mess
Applied to a part-time supervisor position at Kate Spade which opened in the Galleria some months ago... Yeah, it's retail... but it's what I know... and yeah, it's part-time, but some money is ...
OT & Help from Parents
Xavier University in Cincinnati has an occupational therapy program. Now I have even more of a desire to go there, which I didn't think was possible. Mom and I are also going to discuss prelimi...
Sick Again
And by "sick" I don't mean "I have the flu." I'm just so incredibly depressed right now... I had a barium swallow in the morning (which, as I found out later, came back normal) and then 12 hours...
Nothing Keeping Me Here
I'm feeling lonely, so I think I'm going to take a weekend trip and visit Melanie in Yorktown while I can this weekend. Been looking for jobs... mostly all that is available are sales associate ...
The Past and the Future
(This ended up being a lot longer than I'd intended... if you read it, great, if not, it's fine lol) First Valentine's Day for me when I'm actually in a relationship... yet I'm still spending it...
Hoping for Cincy
I have decided to go ahead with a relatively minor (but still major to me) operation (if it can even be called that) to basically cauterize some of the endometriosis on my internal female parts. ...
And People Wonder Why...
WHY WHY WHY WHY do I ALWAYS f**k things up ?? (sorry for the language) I'm not that awesome person I want to be. I rarely look on the bright side of life anymore. I have this hope and yet I kee...
Book Description
I can’t think of a better way to organize “books” so I’ll just do it by year. As such… 2014 ! Entries in here will be basic day-to-day entries if I don’t think they have some other purpose.