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March 02, 2014

Confusion

I miss my boyfriend. And I don't know when I'm going to see him next. And I really feel like I messed up my life. And I don't feel called to do anything in particular. And now I'm even more s...


Applied to a part-time supervisor position at Kate Spade which opened in the Galleria some months ago... Yeah, it's retail... but it's what I know... and yeah, it's part-time, but some money is ...


February 25, 2014

OT & Help from Parents

Xavier University in Cincinnati has an occupational therapy program. Now I have even more of a desire to go there, which I didn't think was possible. Mom and I are also going to discuss prelimi...


February 22, 2014

Sick Again

And by "sick" I don't mean "I have the flu." I'm just so incredibly depressed right now... I had a barium swallow in the morning (which, as I found out later, came back normal) and then 12 hours...


February 19, 2014

Nothing Keeping Me Here

I'm feeling lonely, so I think I'm going to take a weekend trip and visit Melanie in Yorktown while I can this weekend. Been looking for jobs... mostly all that is available are sales associate ...


February 15, 2014

The Past and the Future

(This ended up being a lot longer than I'd intended... if you read it, great, if not, it's fine lol) First Valentine's Day for me when I'm actually in a relationship... yet I'm still spending it...


February 10, 2014

Hoping for Cincy

I have decided to go ahead with a relatively minor (but still major to me) operation (if it can even be called that) to basically cauterize some of the endometriosis on my internal female parts. ...


February 04, 2014

And People Wonder Why...

WHY WHY WHY WHY do I ALWAYS f**k things up ?? (sorry for the language) I'm not that awesome person I want to be. I rarely look on the bright side of life anymore. I have this hope and yet I kee...


Book Description

I can’t think of a better way to organize “books” so I’ll just do it by year. As such… 2014 ! Entries in here will be basic day-to-day entries if I don’t think they have some other purpose.