I have always liked to create my own path. I have a need to be different. I also have a very addictive personality, and that comes out in the form of wanting to try literally everything to make sure I end up with the right thing.
It turns out that I have also applied this to my pursuit of “the one.”

Read the 100% true, tortuous, heartbreaking quest to find and be with the love of my life. Hear how my mind wrestles with the guilt, shame, yearning, and passion I go through every day and why I stay on this eternal, wretched roller coaster that appears to have no end.