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So guess what happened?
I got married. 10/20/18. It was an amazing day and it went by way too fast. Then we had a lovely 10 day honeymoon on the beach in which some friends came and crashed it. And that was lovely too...
The world becomes a smaller place...
Two major things happened last week: Tuesday jason asked me to marry him. I’m officially sporting a lovely new ring and have a date for when I will get a new last name. I am excited and I am so a...
Please consider this...
https://www.gofundme.com/dy-medical-mission-trip Amelia is having to have her gall bladder removed today. It came on quick and she’s been sick. I have insurance. She will get this surgery. Timely...
My mission trip info
gofundme.com/dy-medical-mission-trip Here the link for anyone wanting to help. Or share link please. I’m quite excited to go and be apart of this. I’ve saved half, this is the other half I need t...
Sometimes, you have to be blessed
I took the kids to Florida last week. Lord, I needed that lovely week of sun, sand, and just being. It was sheer bliss. We met other families, made friends with the guy who sells the beach chairs...
I get it now
I get it. We are in a small, very small motel right smack on the Gulf of Mexico. I paid such a tiny sum for this one bedroom, full kitchen place. Less than $80 folks. I can see the sunset and ris...
Question for the masses
I have been given the opportunity to go to the Philippines on a mission trip in January. Three doctors I work with will be doing this trip. It is the last two weeks of January. I need about $180...
Picking up pieces
In the almost month since the terror attacks in Paris, Asa has developed nightmares. He dreams of bad people breaking into our home and shooting us. Bad people coming to his school. California s...
In three days, guys!
Wednesday I board an airplane and fly my family to Orlando. We have four days in Disney, including trick or treating Halloween. Then we have two days on the gulf so the little man can see the oce...
Things can always change
I go to Florida in October. We will be at Disney for Halloween and then two days at the gulf side. Asa wants to see the ocean. I can not wait. This is our first vacation in years and the kids and...
Yeah. There is this
That I completely avoid seeing you because I know it leads no where good. That I’m currently invested somewhere that potentially is a futile end. That you let your mother talk to me, talk about ...
Six years, three months, two weeks and six days later...
Today I feel as if I finally got divorced. Today after three years, two appeals and countless agonizing hours, the Internal Revenue Service granted me my abatement and began the process of tax f...
Arrest
The kid that raped emmakate was arrested again today. I’m sad it wasn’t about 3 months ago while he was still on probation so his ass would go away for a long while. I’m an awful person aren’t I...
Justice
My daughter hasn’t slept in about 4 days. She is in the midst of some sort of break. Nic messick, the boy who raped her, who took her innocence, is coming up on the end of his one year probation....
So this really happened
Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls. I bought a house. More specifically, I bought a “hobby” farm with a farmhouse and a kitchen house. The kitchen house has an upstairs, main floor and basement...
The boy and his head
I do believe Zeke has a grudge match against his head. I’m not quite sure why, or for what reasons. He just is intent on making it just broken. He was on the skateboard on the back porch. Someho...
I'm off
I feel bad. And ungrateful. I know I was very sick this time two years ago. And that I’m so lucky I’m here. But I see the scale, those numbers....109. I feel sick. I avoid the mirror. Everyone c...
Seven months
Emma was raped 7 months ago today. It just doesn't get better. Battle with school. Battle with the court. She is such a survivor. I'm proud beyond words that my daughter still fights every singl...
I might very well quit
I think I'm folding here. I just don't seem to have any interest, any connection. I miss open diary. My faves and followin them. And vice versa. I put myself out and get zero. Nothing. I don't th...
Please Rally for a cause...
As many of you know, my daughter was raped in Decemember. He plead guilty in February. He is currently enjoying himself in Michigan at a Christ In Youth camp for the week. While on probation an...
And so this happened
I had to make the gut-wrenching decision to put Leo to sleep yesterday. Which happened to correlate with it being 6 years to the day Heffner died. Leo was 12. He could not get around very well. W...
Ok...
How do you set diary to members only? Add to be asked to a private diary, etc? I have a huge update and need it to be not available to the world at large, so if you want added, let me know. Fro...
The one where I spill my guts
Today was a day I didn't think I'd ever have to live. I took my daughter for a polygraph test. Yes. Two girls have come forward. They state they were raped by the same boy. One girl was a mer...
Here I am
I am here. Not sure how to navigate this new home. Jaded from OD.
Book Description
Same story. I am me. I am a woman, mother, sister, aunt, daughter. I am human. Fallable. I am a registered nurse. I am a divorced woman raising five amazing children who are truly my soul mates. I am me. And I am finally ok with that.
