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Sometimes I feel such resentment towards you… I don’t want to, but I can’t help these terrible feelings that keep creeping up. I’ve let so much go and forgiven so much… but have I really? Do I...
I lied to you...
I told you that I was mad at you, and you suggested that I was just frustrated and I agreed… but I lied. I’m not just frustrated, I’m angry. This is a new feeling for me in the last couple of w...
Soulmates?
18 signs you’ve found your soulmate. (How do you think we did…?) You just know it. You have crossed paths before. Your souls meet at the right time. Your quiet space is a peaceful place....
Premature Panic?
They announced today that the nurse who was diagnosed with Ebola yesterday was here in Cleveland the day before. Now, I’m not normally one to panic over such things, but I’m sitting here at wor...
Love!
I’m in love with another man… Isn’t he adorable??? My friends’ son is just 10 months old, and I’ve seen him twice in the last month, and I cannot get enough of him!!! I feel so… at peace when...
Know Your Role
Not that I'm seeking it out, but apparently I only appeal to unhappily married men... I guess one has to be miserable in order for me to look good. Except it's a temporary thing, and then th...
Controversial Topics
People vary in their beliefs about hot-button issues, so here is where I stand. I welcome discussions if your point of view differs, as long as you do so respectfully. As a member of the NRA a...
Angry Rant
I have to say, it gets really fucking old being the only single one out of EVERYONE in your group. And no matter how lonely and desperate I get, I just can't get that one person out of my head....
The first insane entry.
The definition of insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result. I am the master of insanity, especially where relationships are concerned. I dated a marr...
The first sex entry.
Aside from a shitty evening that I barely count from last spring, I have been celibate for 3 years, 2 months, 2 weeks, and 4 days. Yes, I am counting, since it's also the last time I kissed the...
The first fat entry.
I hate being fat. I know that, minus a few exceptions, all fat people hate being fat. And there are different levels of hatred for it, but where I fall on the scale (and not the physical one) ...
Intro
I started another diary on OD but never got very far with it. It was a little more open and ugly than my regular one, and I hesitated to let it be known that I was behind it. But, I am who I a...
Book Description
I’m going to be perfectly honest about myself here:
I’m about 100 pounds overweight.
I’m a single mom.
I have a lot of bodily issues.
I suffer from chronic depression, anxiety, personality disorder not otherwise specified (meaning I have symptoms of several of them), and I have some OCD and hoarding tendencies.
I also have the libido of a 15 year old boy with no real outlet.
Oh, and I have five cats.
In other words, I’m pretty messed up. And I’m going to be blunt about all of it in this section, so be warned…
