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Survey
Yea, I know it’s Thanksgiving so I should be writing about how mine went, but I haven’t done a survey in a long time, in fact never on here. So, I wanna do that. Quick tho, Thanksgiving was fin...
Newness
Hi. I am peeking out from under a rock because that’s where it feels like I reside right now. I started the new med, Rebif, a few days ago. That’s my MS med. It is Interferon, so it has a who...
'Lo.
Hiyah. Yea, I know. I haven’t been here in a while. Every single aspect of my life is in a rut right now. Well, except the fact that I can read again!! It has been almost TWO YEARS since I h...
Title is required? LOL
This entry is likely gonna be long. If you read it all, you get a cookie. Prolly a nasty sugar free one, but still. Who am I kidding, I have no sugar free cookies. Just a plain ole yummy kill...
All My Bearings
OK, you KNOW you’re the, “mama of a thousand tiny fluff balls” (haha, kinda like “Mother Of Dragons”, all you GoT watchers!) when your favoritest purchase of the nite at Wally World is a METAL li...
Before There's Too Much...
I have a lot to catch up on. Let’s see if I can do it using status updates via my good friend facebook! ;) 9/15 - Well… just spoke to someone at the clinic about what is taking my referral so l...
Diabeetus
*Another cheating entry, via FB status: So I forgot to mention when I went into the doc for my colposcopy test results, that I am also officially diagnosed as diabetic. The test they gave me when...
Update Via FB, etc.
I have to have surgery to remove a large part of my cervix. Trying to get them to schedule it is gonna be fun. I did A LOT of calling around until my cellphone died. But I did manage to get someo...
And the Worst Mom of The Year goes to...
Yea, that would be me winning that title right now. I just went to let Dew Dew (cat) out the front door and when I opened it, Jackson was outside! I bout had a heart attack when I saw that, esp...
Done.
I'm all done with the Colposcopy part of this thing. Next is to find out the results of the biopsy and then schedule whatever treatment they think is best. I did mention hysterectomy to the doc...
Rescheduled
Gah... I was sooo mad! I was all set to go to my colposcopy appt. when I last wrote, and NO kidding, not FIVE minutes before I was to leave, I started my period. I called them and they said the...
Colposcopy and Robin Williams
So I'm pretty upset bout Robin Williams' suicide. I mean really? Fuck! My Mom was a HUUUUGE Mork and Mindy fan.. and she is extremely upset. I just dunno what to say bout it. It sucks. Toda...
War
Tonite I hath waged war on my colon/intestinal track that it may produce waste, the likes of which I have not seen! LOL. Yea, I hadn't pooped in a while. Well, a few days. I have been eating,...
Update/results/disappointed
Cheating with a FB status since I basically wrote a book. LOL Doctor just called back with my test results. I have high grade squamus (sp?) lesions on my cervix still. I had an appt. on the 21s...
Some Good.
Well, we have been just giving kittens away and fixing cats left and right! The way it's going, these kittens we have right now will probably be the last litters that are born to us. I am very ...
Finally A Poem :)
I just typed this real quick when it hit me in word, so I am gonna just paste it as is. Gotta strike while the mood is right! I do not have a name for it tho. ** baby i want to, lie here b...
Planning On Pics
We'll see how it goes... I am currently watching SYTYCD on the comp while Laura watches The Office on the boob toob and I just wanted to come say a few things so I don't get so behind. I did ...
All Betters...
Well, I am back home again. It worked, and peace has been restored to my home and my marriage. There wasn't anything really horrible to begin with, so it wasn't quite as hard as last time. Onl...
Sleepover
It was about that time again. I am finding, that within our 14 year marriage, that we definitely have gone thru stages. And they have been so defined, in the past that I am now able to recogni...
OK
So I wrote about "miracle kitten", let's see what else? lol. If you missed that entry it's back one. Anywhooo... yea so Medicaid has changed. Because of Obamacare, you now have to pick a "pla...
Procrastination...
I've been meaning to come here. I come here to read and then I just don't write and yet I have amazing news to write, actually more than just one good thing but I just put it off. The main thin...
Couple small, couple big.
I wasn't gonna do this tonite/morning whatever, but I woke myself back up by doing things around the house getting ready for bed. Go figure. Well, Sookie, one of our other female cats that I ...
New Name (Was "Inside Her")
OK so this is my new permanent name. This was the name I had started using in Easy Diary. I really liked it so I wanted to just continue using it here. So many things have changed in my life, ...
Way past my bedtime.
I'm up late. I know, that sounds weird coming from me, who is used to staying up all hours of the night. I have been keeping a regular schedule as of late. Going to bed around 10-11pm and waki...
Better
OK well today is a little better. I did wake up with the same headache I went to bed with. Despite eating every pain med I had at my disposal including Tramadol, it continued right up until I w...
Book Description
Hi… I am Stephanie. A 32 year old lesbian, married to a wonderful woman for almost 14 years, since we were both 18. We do not have children and will not ever be having any because I have Multiple Sclerosis. Most days I wake up and have no idea what I am facing. That means one hell of a rollercoaster ride and I think I am ready to write about it… about all of it now. I am on full Disability and will never work again due to the way the MS affects me which is mostly cognitively. I have a lot of brain damage and cannot think the same way I used to. I went from a 120 IQ to an 80 IQ practically overnight. I have had a brain biopsy in Jan. of 2013 and that was to see if I had a tumor or if it was MS. I think I would have preferred tumor. I had no idea what the diagnosis would mean to me and to my future. My wife has been thru hell and back with me with my ups and downs and emotions all over the place. I have put her thru hell and she has been a trooper! She deserved a medal. Now I am here, ready to finally write again. If you will have me, I am a fiercely loyal diary friend and was at Opendiary from the very beginning till the very end. Some of you I have known for many many years. And some I would love to get to know. I have changed, for sure. But hopefully yall will like the new me just as much. Beware tho… there will be cat pics!!! LOL. I love you all so much! I have missed each and every one of you! :(
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