Laying here on my bed, i am thinking about life. Or to be more specific - i am thinking about my life and the things that need sorting out.

In this book i plan to write everything that i simply cannot say with my mouth.
I am a very private person. But sometimes i do think that some stuff should be made known. And i cannot seem to talk. I do not know how to.

That is one of the reasons everyone always thinks the worst of me.