I finally come to the bottom of this life only to start realizing that I have never been living this life. I failed in this life miserably that even typing this right now at this moment im having anxiety and panic attack that i wish someone could tell me EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK! IS OK TO LET IT ALL GO AND START OVER AGAIN! …issit though?
Even if I die…im worthless..living also feel worthless…how to fail in life....this is how.
Having all the debts…that unable to repay anymore…i ask myself multiple time…how did i get to this stage that…death is the only solution?