Why do I keep tormenting myself. I need to just let go, let go of everything and everyone. I wonder what would happen if I disappear and started completely over.new name new city, new job just a complete new everything. Would anyone even notice? Its currently 10:07 you havent even bothered to check on me or utter a single word. This should be my sign but I am just so obsessed. I can’t turn you off no matter how hard I try to ignore you. I think of you every second of every waking day.....but do I even cross your mind.