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by Lilyflower

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22 hours ago

Making new friends..

Ugh, I hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult. But I have put some BIG feet forward in doing emails and talking to people on a facebook group.. I’m not saying my husband is boring, I’m j...


Although I had an unscheduled day off yesterday due to the car not starting it still messes up my schedule.. I am one day closer to the weekend but still, why can’t it be Friday already. I am tr...


I did my teadmill last night, I have an IFit app on my phone that is bluetooth compatible with the teadmill. They have great workouts on there, stating slow with the walking, if I get brave enoug...


I’m fat, gonna just put it out there..no not a little I’m 223 lbs. This is too much! I know what the problem is but damn… sodas are a killer for sure, that and bread…which I can find meals with n...


I do love weekends.. but because I’m broke it sucks because there’s nothing to do, or just not creative enough to find something in the 100 degree weather! In a couple weeks I’m gonna get my shou...


June 06, 2024

Boring..

As I have realized and always thought.. I’m boring.. that’s why I can’t write anything and that’s why I’m so worried about publishing anything I do write.. it’s boring and dull.. ugh.. well, ther...


Anything that could go wrong today, well has… It’s hard to explain but it just feels like Monday. It got busy at work, our system went up and down. Of course my massive headache did not help the...


June 04, 2024

Being more creative

I’ve gotten on a facebook group for pen pals. Looking at all their colorful envelops and stickers and things, I realized I’m not that creative. I’ve written out a couple of letters to some people...


May 30, 2024

Just ranting...

I had a thought, I was gonna jot down.. but my mind went blank… it does that sometimes, especially when I am at work, I always feel like I need to get things off my chest to breath but at times, ...


May 29, 2024

Middle of the week

Sometimes I just wanna write, even if it makes absolutely no sense. I think that’s why I love writing stories. I have notebooks full of just things that make no sense, but in a way, it calms me, ...


May 28, 2024

4 day weekends...

I love having a 4 day weekend, but now my Tuesday feels like a Monday. I feel like the 4 day weekend was beneficial since I was able to get some stuff done, but it also was so fast I felt like I ...


May 23, 2024

Central Texas Tornado!

I guess I can officially say this would be the first time I’ve experienced being in an actual tornado! I’ve seen them and been close but this time was just terrifying to say the least! I was fine...


May 21, 2024

Dog mom with no kids..

So I guess I’m not that kind of dog mom, I don’t dress up my animals in clothes or do a big birthday party but I do celebrate their birthdays as far as giving extra treats. I am unable to have ki...


So today I’m working solo, which means rooming patients, making appointments and answering phones with a coworker out getting her wisdom teeth removed. It’s fine because it’s a pretty slow day… p...


Middle of the week means time to do my grocery list for the next week. Hubby and I go grocery shopping weekly, it’s easier that way so we don’t buy so much for the month that we don’t eat and goe...


May 14, 2024

Tuesday rant..

I’m just on a down spiral sometimes I think… I know it’s hard making friends as an adult but damn… I know being a military brat and traveling makes it hard… but finally settling down making roots...


I don’t know if I have a title for this or not just yet… When I decided to start this journaling process, I was only into it to make up a fun story while going through just to see if my writers b...


May 09, 2024

Songs...

Usually I don’t get on here and write twice in one day but I had to just jot this down… Isn’t it weird how certain songs can just bring up memories, any kind of memory whether good or bad.. Funny...


May 09, 2024

Another Thursday

So here I am again, still with the same stupid cold and it’s another Thursday. I swear I felt the same way last Thursday. Still with the clogged-up nose and the voice that sounds like a 60yr old ...


May 08, 2024

My sister's husband

Why do men act the way they do… this would be my sister’s second marriage. The second time she has met a man and within a month is engaged and married. She doesn’t get to know them first or see h...


May 07, 2024

Starting a new story

So, I’m beginning to start writing a new story. I had these notes for it back a couple of years ago and didn’t know how to go forward with it. I am actually thinking it may be a good short story ...


I have been sick for the last week! I do not know where it came from although I’m thinking the weather change has something to do with it. I was off on Monday and Tuesday from work but had to go ...


May 02, 2024

pen pal world

So I’ve been back and forth with that website pen pal world. I have met some nice people and some weird ones. I am so introverted that I thought making friends online this way would be new and i...


April 25, 2024

Melatonin dreams

I’ve always had insomnia since I was 16 sleep has been kind of a lost cause. I am not sure exactly why but I just never really felt like it was important. As I got older it stayed so when I wor...


April 23, 2024

"burn after writing.."

Was talking to my cousin today about this journal called “burn after writing” it even gives you matches for after.. I think it’s a great idea for those who just wanna get it out without judgement...


Book Description

When writers block kicks your ass.. well at least mine…