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It’s some sort of energy that’s moving through my face at the moment. So much so that I wanted to knife my face to numb it. As soon as I make an aggressive move it leaves….. Willed it away, while...

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My body is not feeling truly open expression here. My guess is because I’d talk about things here that would uncover dark truths. Anyway, I’d prefer to have good vibes, success, and respect. I’m ...

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I apologize…. I took down my first real potent post. It appears currently like I’m not having my way in the area I willed for; however, it wasn’t cool what the realm did to me. I was sent pain b...

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I’ve never shyed away from real. The evil & negativity has surfaced in my earthly parents. They have become starkly adversarial as I’ve abstained, chosen the right, inner peace, higher vibra...

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**Sure why, but so far most of the teams I wanted to win, did not… Got walked in on while trying to have sex....(which the waves of life have tried to make me feel awkward in self about) The fami...

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Need to meditate while my food is cooking. Just gonna focus on that. It’s been really testy, but I’ve also not being eating like I should. The gay neighbors showed their true colors again. It’s ...

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Here’s the positive…. The mental illness of my mom, dad, & sister does bring me back to the page. It also reveals deep seeded jealousy. Whenever I do finally not have to deal with those bitch...

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My mom is such a cunt amidst her Bi-Polar negatives. What was cool about it this go round was that it did not stop my ability to talk, but I can tell that her time for that shit is coming to an e...

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It’s always interesting to see how people you’ve empowered act towards those who uplift them. It could be that I don’t blatantly explain what I’m doing or how I’m doing it, or it could be that th...

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It’s always interesting to see how people you’ve empowered act towards those who uplift them. It could be that I don’t blatantly explain what I’m doing or how I’m doing it, or it could be that th...

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I just let go. I’m done with the body play online. I guess I was just bored and felt like a break. Gonna laylow and affirm for the night and next day. Don’t let people disrespect you. Sometimes ...

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Lately, it’s felt like someone is always testing me. Yesterday, I had to call the cops on two stalkers. The situation had been going on for quite some time. I’d reached out to management, corpor...

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The gym has been evil as I’ve looked better and felt better (very strange.) I’ve thought that it’s all perspective. How you view a situation can detail how it affects you, how it connects to you...

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I basically woke up to the gay neighbors opening their window. But it was more like, we’re honey af & there’s a hot guy, and I need to see and/or be around him. (Ladies, I’m sorry if we make ...

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I did get the supplement at a decent price; however, I had to buy it twice, and the facet of my balance that I like to keep as I like, was altered. Vitamin Shoppe is fr full of shit. They act li...

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I did not get a payment. The affirming, manifesting, & praying went null in those regards for what appears like a day. I didn’t really feel like f-ing with the hoes online. Most of em on Tik...

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Don’t allow the evil to win. This is an awesome day where the money I will is made. The rest I choose is peaceful, stress free, yet allowing me to run the few errands I need to. My online work ...

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Woke up and turned in net-work to start the day, but since then, it’s been the same for the most part. I’m checking the gigs and they say either max responses reached or that it’s closed. Typical...

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I had a conversation with a close friend from childhood, and he gave me his consent to share… “I feel like the universe hates me having transportation of my own. It’s like my whole life I’ve been...

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Money has been flowing; however, I wanted to do more work that paid out. At that moment it appears like that is not happening. I had a good workout. I almost got lost into the women online, but ...

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Shout out to everyone that celebrated this holiday. It’s been a long time comin’. So, I had a fun day. When I say fun, I mean it was alternating. I did get in a good workout. I even did extra. I...

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I made more than expected & my session went well. I saw progress in the big picture of it all, and wedges into what’s been both willed and decided. The country club was cool. There were arou...

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What they’ll do (well some of them at least) will try to harm ya to dethrone u. It’s really kind of sinister, and given how many men are weak, submissive, and impatient, I can see how and why tha...

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