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I find myself lately crying and I am not sure why! What could have been, What I lost, what I am missing, what could be better, etc. I ponder and ponder what it could be… is it because my ex has a...

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Well this year has been just so crazy. I am trying my best to keep it together but its just tough. I am not in a horrible head space but If I dont keep myself in check then it will get to me. -F...

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It’s been a while and with it a very wild ride. I find myself in a relationship not sure if it’s the one but time will tell. Just like the title said this new year I have set myself on a more sel...

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It’s been a while and with it a very wild ride. I find myself in a relationship not sure if it’s the one but time will tell. Just like the title said this new year I have set myself on a more sel...

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It’s been a while and with it a very wild ride. I find myself in a relationship not sure if it’s the one but time will tell. Just like the title said this new year I have set myself on a more sel...

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It’s been a while and with it a very wild ride. I find myself in a relationship not sure if it’s the one but time will tell. Just like the title said this new year I have set myself on a more sel...

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With all the negativity that surrounds me. I have hope that one day things can change for me. I hope that one day I will have a nice home something small but spacious. Open floor concept for when...

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I am back. Honestly I cant explain why or what has stopped me from writtting but I havent really felt like I had much to say. Thought it might be time to give at least an update. I had the conver...

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It has been a while thanks to a long over due mini vacation. My Cousin had a sweet 15 so I took advantage and took some well deserved time off. Im my time off it really made me realize that Im no...

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Sisters can be such pain and I have 2 little ones. As the oldest I have had a tough time connecting with them and at times feel as if I cannot understand their struggles. I paved the way for them...

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At times I feel like I am comepletely checked out. As if the world has forgotten about me. I dont know what to do. Its like I am a shadow of who I am; I push and push but nothing seems to work. I...

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This passed week has been a reflective period for me. I realized that I need to stop waiting for people to see my value. I made a decision that could affect a lot of things. I applied for the job...

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I am starting to lose hope! I am starting to believe I was not meant for the generation. I am a 25 year old women, with a career, strong morals, mature and what I believe to be a decent personali...

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Lately I have been having a bit of back and forth thinking about my job and where I currently stand. I have come to the conclusion that shit is not worth it. I am being placed in a tough position...

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Well after the last few days. I realized that I have really matured. I have had many chances to just be my normal bitchy self but I have grown tired of the aftermath. Now I just let people talk a...

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In my life I have learned that things can go from good to bad in a matter of seconds. Which is why live as if I have never won. Metaphorically of course! As much as I thought I had turned a page...

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As I take the day to reflect back on myself. I realize I was an all over the place child. Fights, hatred, popularity, cool kid, and loner. The more I think about who I was, the more I realize tha...

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Well much unlike my brain the last few days I have been clearing my mind and thoughts onto the world. Which has made me feeling and being more zen. I feel like im actually at peace. I have the cr...

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Who ever said money doesn’t buy happiness never lived in this era of life. Our lifes are based on strikly finding ways to make it. We go to college, take certification courses, even go into the m...

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My little sister and I have never seen eye to eye from death wishes, knife pulling, and more. We have never been each others fan, but tonight was different. After having a baby she has become pre...

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I dont usually dream but when I do they can feel as real as a touch. I usually never remember my dreams just something here or there but not like this. Am I the only one that has been having the ...

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In the last 2 days, I have hosted 2 work events, 2 family dinners, and a tornado. Exhausted does not even come close. My body says “you need a vacation!” my bank account “you need to work more”. ...

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I always thought that the only way to measure your importance is by the number of people around you. Today like many others before proved me WRONG! Not only did my mom come to help me with the se...

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Let pick up more on the present time. In the last year I have changed careers, moved in with family, health scares and the worse of all… A heart break! My relationship was far from perfect but it...

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I do not know how to start! I was always told to start journaling but what can I say? My life is not what I planned for it to be. I have no idea what I am doing. For the first time in a long time...

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