Been about 5 years knowing you, and my heart always run back to you. Why does my heart want what it can’t have? I know you don’t want me, and I understand however I can’t let you go. When I think about it, I’m no one’s first thought. I’ve stopped crying about you, now my heart just bleeds at the thought of you. I hurt myself every time I reach out and your response is always the same; nonchalant and uninterested. Crazy how the pain feels new every time even though I know it won’t ever change. Will I ever let you go? Will I ever love myself enough to move on?